The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 363, December 11, 1886Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 363, December 11, 1886
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
“There is nowhere else where they can go,” she returned, rather sadly;
“my husband has such a horror of lodgings, and he will not take a house
for us this year—he thinks it an unnecessary expense, as later on we
are going to Scotland that he may have some shooting. All the doctors
speak so well of Netherton; the air is very fine and bracing, and my
father’s garden will be a Paradise to the children.”
We were interrupted here by Mr. Morton.
“Oh, are you there, Miss Fenton?” he said, pleasantly (he so often
called me Miss Fenton now); “I was just in search of you. Violet, your
sister has telegraphed as you wished, and the rooms will be quite ready
for the children to-morrow.”
“To-morrow!” I gasped.
“Yes,” he returned, in his quick, decided voice; “you and Hannah will
have plenty of work to-day. You are looking pale, Miss Fenton; sea air
will be good for you as well as Joyce. I do not like people to grow
pale in my service.”
“I have been telling Merle,” observed his wife, anxiously, “that she
is to have the sole responsibility of our children. Adelaide must not
interfere, must she, Alick?”
“Of course not,” with a frown. “My dear Violet, we all know what your
sister’s management means; Rolf is a fine little fellow, but she is
utterly ruining him. Remember, Miss Fenton, no unwholesome sweets and
delicacies for the children; you know our rules. She may stuff her own
boy if she likes, but not my children,” and with this he dismissed me,
and sat down beside his wife with some open letters in his hand.
I returned to the nursery with a heavy heart. How little we know as
we open our eyes on the new day, what that day’s work may bring us! I
think one’s waking prayer should be, “Lead me in a plain path because
of mine enemies.”
I was utterly cast down and disheartened at the thought of leaving my
mistress. The responsibility terrified me. I should be at the tender
mercies of strangers, who would not recognise my position. Ah! I had
got to the Hill Difficulty at last, and yet surely the confidence
reposed in me ought to have made me glad. “I trust you as myself.” Were
not those sweet words to hear from my mistress’s lips? Well, I was only
a girl. Human nature, and especially girl nature, is subject to hot and
cold fits. At one moment we are star-gazing, and the majesty of the
universe, with its undeviating laws, seems to lift us out of ourselves
with admiration and wonder; and the next hour we are grovelling in the
dust, and the grasshopper is a burthen, and we see nothing save the
hard stones of the highway and the walls that shut us in on every side.
“Lead us in a plain path.” Oh, that is just what we want; a Divine Hand
to lift us up and clear the dust from our eyes, and to lead us on as
little children are led.
These salutary thoughts checked my nervous fears and restored calmness.
I remembered a passage that Aunt Agatha had once read to me—a quotation
from a favourite book of hers; I had copied it out for myself.
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