The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 364, December 18, 1886 — John Shaqi
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 364, December 18, 1886Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. VIII, No. 364, December 18, 1886
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
He strode by her side in silence. An empty cab came rattling round the
corner. “Stop it,” whispered Embrance. He obeyed her, opened the door,
and told the man where to drive. He lifted his hat, standing on one
side, and waiting for the cab to drive off. At last she raised her eyes
to his. “Forgive me,” she whispered; “do forgive me. God bless you,
Horace.”
He turned away without a word. What should he say more than he had
said? She could not love him. There was nothing more to be done. She
was no coquette to say “No” when she meant “Yes.” Fate was hard on him.
The one woman in the whole world whom he longed to call his wife had
rejected his love. He must bear his grief as best he could.
Embrance sank back into a dark corner of the cab, shuddering as she
recalled his look of misery. She had none of the spirit of a heroine
or a martyr to support her; she had tried, struggling against her own
self, to act uprightly by one friend; suppose that her very love of
honesty had caused her to be cruel to another? Now that it was all
too late, she longed to have the last five minutes over again. No,
a thousand times, no! Let her only get home and have time to think,
and she would leave off being sorry. Whether rightly or wrongly, she
had done what seemed honest and fair; she would not reproach herself,
and he would soon get over it. “Men forget sooner than women,” she
reflected, falling back on one of her aunt’s numerous truisms. Then
she almost laughed in scorn at her own insincerity. “You don’t believe
it; you know he loves you, and your ridiculous behaviour will make him
think worse of all womanhood from this day forth.” “Oh! I hope not. I
hope not!” she sobbed aloud, with her head against the cushion of the
cab.
The sound of her own voice roused her to the consciousness that she
was getting very near home; she sat up, dried her eyes and smoothed
her hair. It would not do to alarm Joan; what had happened this
afternoon must be kept a secret from her at all events. She had her own
latch-key. She opened the door and stole upstairs. The landlady and
her daughter were chatting in the back parlour, but Embrance did not
want to exchange civilities with them just now. Outside her own door
she paused for a moment, then opened it, saying: “Well, Joan, are you
waiting for your tea?”
There was no answer. The lamp was lighted, the tablecloth was laid, but
Joan was not there. Her chair was in a corner by the window; there were
no signs of her drawing or scraps of millinery about.
“Joan!” cried Embrance, nervously. “Where are you?”
No answer. She ran to the door of the next room and looked in; all was
dark and silent. “I suppose it is not so late as I thought,” she said
to herself. “She will be in soon, I daresay.”
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