The Girl's Own Paper, vol. VIII., no. 377, March 19, 1887 — John Shaqi
The Girl's Own Paper, vol. VIII., no. 377, March 19, 1887Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, vol. VIII., no. 377, March 19, 1887
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
My head was so dizzy and bewildered after this adventure that I lay
still for two or three minutes, utterly oblivious of all Miss Dolly’s
well-instilled principles with regard to damp ground and rheumatism.
When, however, I had recovered myself sufficiently slowly to rise to my
feet, I began to realise what had happened. I had fallen in with one
of the numerous herds of goats which we had often seen in our drives,
and which, no doubt, frequented the common. I must have stumbled over
one member of the flock as they lay huddled together, and this must
have startled and aroused the whole band. Yes, it was all plain enough
now. It was a horribly prosaic, unromantic incident, and a horribly
uncomfortable one at the same time.
If ever a young lady made vows never again to run away from any of
her relations—no, not even from a forty-seventh cousin—it was I,
Beatrice Warmington, that night. On I went, wading through the heavy,
marshy ground, shivering with external cold, yet at intervals hot with
inward fear. There seemed no possible way out of my self-incurred
difficulties. The darkness was as dense as ever, the storm as
unrelenting. I had completely broken down, and was sobbing bitterly.
What was to become of me? And the wind answered mockingly, “What?”
My situation appeared to me, in truth, to be growing one of real
danger. I was becoming so weary that I did not think I could drag my
tired limbs much further; a half-stupor was creeping over my brain, and
my senses were beginning to be partially numbed and blunted with terror
and fatigue. It seemed to me that I must soon sink down and glide into
unconsciousness. I heard in the wind the voice of Lily calling me,
half sadly, half reproachfully; and with the thought of Lily came the
thought of prayer. But prayer had never been to me what it was to Lily;
I could not lean on it as she would have done in my situation. I strove
to get hold of words which would tell of my sorrow for my rebellious
wilfulness, which would be a cry to my Father above; but they slipped
away from my lips, and would not come when I wanted them, as they would
have come like helpful angels to Lily.
I was now evidently beginning to descend a slope of some sort; I could
tell that from the feeling of the ground as I trod it. The earth I
was walking upon appeared to be less swampy than it had hitherto
been, but it was more slippery. Before long this slipperiness became
something that there was no contending against; my feet lost all power
of stopping themselves; I was sliding swiftly downward, as if I was
upon ice. Whither was I going? The question flashed confusedly through
my bewildered brain in the midst of the storm and the darkness, and
still I flew forward at always increasing speed. All my senses began to
float into a dim whirlpool, and I could scarcely take firm hold of any
distinct idea.
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