The Girl's Own Paper, vol. VIII., no. 377, March 19, 1887Various
General
The Girl's Own Paper, vol. VIII., no. 377, March 19, 1887
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
“Hir-rumph, I thought so. Agatha, my dear,” as she re-entered with
the jelly, “I do not want all this waiting on now; it is my turn to
wait on you! I must not wear out such a good wife, must I, Merle?” And
though we both laughed at that, and Aunt Agatha pretended that he was
only in fun, it was almost pathetic to see how he watched her busy
movements about the room, and how he begged her again and again to sit
down and not tire herself, and yet she loved to do it. I think we both
of us knew that. I was not disposed to pity Aunt Agatha as I had done
in former years. Perhaps I had grown older and more womanly in those
eight months of service, and less disposed to be critical on quiet,
matter-of-fact lives. On the contrary, I began to understand in a vague
sort of way that Aunt Agatha was garnering in much happiness in her
useful middle age, in her honest, single-eyed service. Love had come
to her in a sober guise, and without pretension, but it was the right
sort of love after all, no doubt. To youthful eyes, Uncle Keith was not
much of a hero; but a plain honest man, even though he has fewer inches
than his fellows, may have merit enough to fill one woman’s heart, and
I ceased to wonder at Aunt Agatha’s infatuation in believing herself a
happy woman.
We had not much talk apart that day. Aunt Agatha could not leave Uncle
Keith, but I never felt him less in the way. I talked quite openly
about things; he was as much interested as Aunt Agatha in listening
to my description of Marshlands and Wheeler’s Farm, and had not a
dissenting word when I praised Gay Cheriton in my old enthusiastic way,
and only a soft “hir-rumph” interrupted my account of Reggie’s accident.
It was Aunt Agatha who walked back with me over the bridge in the soft
October twilight. Tired as she was, she refused to part with me until
the last minute.
“You must come again soon, Merle,” she said, as we parted; “Ezra and I
are not young people now, and a bright face does us both good, and your
face has grown a very bright one, Merle.”
Was Aunt Agatha right, I wondered? Had I really grown happier
outwardly? Had the inward peace of satisfied conscience and a heart
at rest cast its reflection of brightness? I was certainly very happy
just then; my life was growing wider, friends were coming round me,
interests were thickening, there was meaning and purpose in each
opening day. I no longer thought so much of myself and my own feelings;
the activities of life, the needs and joys of others seemed to press
and crush out all morbid ideas. I had so many to love and so many who
seemed to need me and care for me.
I went more than once to Putney during the next two or three weeks. My
mistress was far too sympathising and unselfish to keep me from my own
people when they needed me; on the contrary, she was always full of
contrivances that I should be spared.
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