The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1001, March 4, 1899Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1001, March 4, 1899
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
To be free again! O to be free!—free under the blue sky, free to
breathe heaven’s breezes, free to sun himself in heaven’s smile, free
to stretch his limbs, free to be a light-hearted English boy once more,
instead of a careworn man before his time. Roy flung his arms out and
clutched the prison wall, in that craving to be away.
Mid-day came, and the crowd of prisoners were ordered in. A hand
touched Roy, and a rough voice ordered him to follow.
Roy faced the gendarme. “Where?” he demanded blankly, in a moment
realising what this might mean.
No answer was vouchsafed. These gendarmes were for the most part
surly fellows, though even among them gleams of kindness towards the
prisoners were not wholly unknown.
Roy had no choice but to obey. Resistence would have done himself no
good, and might have drawn suspicion upon his comrades. The man laid a
grip upon his arm, and led him, not down but up, past the ground floor,
ascending to the floor above. At the end of a long passage he paused at
a door, opened it, and thrust Roy in. The door was shut, and the lock
snapped.
Roy found himself alone in a small prison-like cell, with stone floor,
stone ceiling, stone walls, one little iron-barred window, deeply
embrasured, and a single wooden bench. On the bench lay a folded
blanket. Beside the bench were a jug of water and a hunch of bread,
with cheese.
Was he now to be condemned to solitary imprisonment—perhaps for weeks,
perhaps for months, perhaps for years? And for what? What had he done
to bring this upon himself?
Roy’s head seemed to be bursting. But for the planned escape, so near
at hand, he might have welcomed almost any change from the dungeon and
its horrors. Now, however, now, with freedom in sight, to be carried
off, to be placed where he was debarred from every hope of liberty,
this was heart-breaking.
He flung himself upon the ground, hid his face on his crossed arms, and
gave himself over to despair.
Would he _never_ leave this awful place? Was _this_ the way in which
his prayers and his mother’s prayers were to be answered? If so, what
was the use of praying? He would give it all up. He would never pray
again. It was no use. Nothing was of any use.
Hours passed in one long agony. All that day he was left alone. At
nightfall a gendarme brought him his allowance of coarse food, and left
him again. Roy drank the water, and pushed the rest aside, too sick
with misery to care to eat. The boys would now be escaping. He followed
every step of theirs in imagination, envying them bitterly. That they
should be on their way to dear old England, and that he should be cut
off! It was too terrible—too awful—too cruel.
He had no sleep that night; and he could not see the pitying angels who
hovered over him. He could not know what was going on in another part
of the fortress, or guess how some of his comrades won their freedom.
All the next morning he lay on the ground, listless, hopeless, careless
of what might happen next.
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