The Girl's Own Paper. Vol. XX. No. 1007. April 15, 1899 — John Shaqi
The Girl's Own Paper. Vol. XX. No. 1007. April 15, 1899Various
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The Girl's Own Paper. Vol. XX. No. 1007. April 15, 1899
Various
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“Are you going to-morrow, papa?” said the little voice in an awed
whisper, and Lucy heard a movement as if the curly head snuggled on
papa’s shoulder. How good it was of Charlie to tell the child himself!
The thought of having to do so had haunted her, for she measured her
little lad’s love for his father by what she knew it meant in his life
rather than by that childish inadequacy for profound emotion which
makes a child such a poignantly pathetic figure when it appears on any
tragic scene.
“To-morrow!” echoed papa in his brightest tone. “No, indeed, not
for many days—two or three weeks! We are going to have such a happy
time. We’ll go out and pick up shells, and if there is a very warm
sunshiny day with only little waves on the sea, maybe we’ll go out in
a boat—that’s if mamma will come with us,” he added, remembering his
promised obedience to her discretion.
Hugh broke away from his father and ran back into the room.
“Oh, mamma,” he cried, “you will let us go out in a boat, won’t you? If
the day’s sunshiny—an’ it’s sure to be—and if the waves are ever such
little teeny weenies! Oh, mamma, yes!”
“We shall see, Hugh. We will do what seems wise. It is time you went to
bed.”
In commanding her voice to be steady, it sounded sharp and hard. It
checked Hugh’s ecstasy, and brought his father out from behind the
curtain. She felt that Charlie’s expression was surprised, and that she
would break down utterly if she had to meet his eyes. Without looking
back, she caught the hand of the silenced and awed Hugh, and hurried
him away to the other room.
Neither of them spoke while she helped the child undress. Even her eyes
did not answer his, though she saw his blue orbs raised wistfully. He
knelt down and said his little prayer, the “Our Father,” and the little
verse of godly nursery tradition—
“Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
If I die before I wake,
I pray the Lord my soul to take.”
Then he passed on to the extempore petitions, in which he was always
allowed free expression. To-night they came with unwonted faltering and
hesitation. The child-soul was aware of a disturbed atmosphere around
it—of groping somehow in darkness uncertain of itself.
“Please, God, bless dear papa—and dear mamma—and dear Pollie—and dear
Aunt Florence—and—and dear Mr. Brand—and dear Mrs. May—and make me a
good boy. Amen.”
“Dear Mrs. May?” Who was that? Lucy had to pause for a moment ere she
remembered that this was the name of the landlady, whom the child had
seen for the first time two hours before, and who had won his heart
by bringing in for him a special tea plate painted with a picture of
Walmer Castle!
It was only as Hugh stood in his little night-gown, half stepping into
the cot, that he said, almost with a whimper—
“I never kissed good night to papa.”
“Then run away and kiss him now,” said Lucy in her natural tone.
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