The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1008, April 22, 1899 — John Shaqi
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1008, April 22, 1899Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1008, April 22, 1899
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
Very different was the tone of the notes which came from Lucy’s sister
Florence. Mrs. Brand wrote a large hand, so that a very few words
covered four sides of a sheet of note-paper; also she wrote, as it
were, breathlessly, dropping pronouns and punctuation. She was very
forcible in bewailing her sister’s departure to Deal—“So sudden—and
such a place—and didn’t Charlie feel the journey—and it mightn’t be
amiss if it turned him aside from the bigger scheme—couldn’t bear to
think of it—poor dear Lucy all alone—well, the child, of course—and
if for Charlie’s good, but it seemed a great risk—wasn’t beginning to
look for a successor for Pollie yet; no good being in hurry—better not
hire anyone till a day or two before wanted—and Lucy not coming back
to London till the very night before Charlie sailed for the North—who
was Captain Grant?—hoped he was a decent man—master mariners not
always up to much; but if Charlie kept pretty well, perhaps he would
not mind about trifles. Must get word as soon as they were sure of
dates—must get last look of Charlie—and had good many evening
engagements on. Poor dear Lucy, Florence really pitied—things had
looked so different at Lucy’s marriage, but might turn out better, even
yet.”
As Lucy read those notes, her pulse used to quicken with a sense of
revolt. Charlie’s wife was no person to be pitied! Come what might, she
was not to be pitied! Her anxieties, her possible sorrows, were not to
be regarded as so much ill-luck, to be secretly contrasted by Florence
with her own splendid fortune in stalwart, prosperous Jem, and her
showy house, and large “visiting circle.”
After these rebellious sensations, Lucy always turned penitent—said to
herself that she was silly and even wicked, and resolved to allow no
such feelings to arise again. But Florence’s next note always stirred
them anew. The east wind will ruffle us; we can but turn our backs to
it, or veil our faces, and afterwards soothe the irritated skin with
emollients. So there are natures which thus rush rudely on our souls.
And we cannot change those natures, or their effect upon us; we can
only avert the worst results by tact, hide our soreness in silence,
and heal damages by patience and forbearance. Let us put our conscious
misery to a good use by its keeping us humbly aware that any sweetness
or amiability that we may seem to possess belongs, after all, almost as
much to our environment as to ourselves!
The peaceful resting-time wore to an end. Charlie Challoner and his
little boy had made friends with nearly all the Deal “hovellers,”
lounging so easily on the shingly shore, watching the sea and the sky,
as if there were nothing else to do in life, yet with the strength of
scores of conquered storms wrought into their fine old faces. They had
heard many stories grave and gay, and little Hugh had gathered up some
queer treasures in the way of uncommon shells and stones, and even a
little carved boat.
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