The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1009, April 29, 1899Various
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The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1009, April 29, 1899
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
“You have made us very seriously uneasy, Sheila. You ought not to have
gone off like that without leave—and alone, too. We want you to be
happy; but you must not be a modern unladylike girl, galloping alone
over the country, and into the town too. I hope nobody saw you who
would know you. What would they have thought of such proceedings?”
“I don’t know—probably nothing. I used to ride about everywhere at
home,” answered Sheila, feeling rather aggrieved at the way her very
small escapade was being treated. She took her seat at table; Effie’s
was vacant.
Mr. Cossart asked if she were not coming down. “Was she not so well
to-day?”
“Effie has been upset!” said Mrs. Cossart coldly. “She is not well
enough to come down!” And she gave a look at Sheila which sent the
blood into her cheeks. She knew very well that she was in disgrace;
but her spirit rose against what seemed to her to be injustice; and
she talked on gaily all through the meal, not apparently heeding the
silence of her elders.
When she rose from table her aunt summoned her to the little boudoir
sacred to her own use; and once within the door, the storm broke over
her head.
Mrs. Cossart did not profess to know what had passed between the
girls; but she knew that Sheila had said unkind things to Effie, and
had reduced her to tears and made her very unhappy and agitated. That
sort of thing could not and must not be. Effie was in no state to be
upset. Probably she would have a return of the asthma and a succession
of bad nights. Sheila must remember that ill-health was a terrible
trial, and she must be kindly and gentle and unselfish. In vain Sheila
strove to explain how very little it was she had said, and that she had
apologised afterwards. Mrs. Cossart was rather like her daughter in one
way; she liked to keep the ball of conversation in her own hands. She
wanted to talk, not to listen. In the end Sheila grew angry. She was
not used to being found fault with. She felt she was being unjustly
treated, about Effie, about her ride, about her lateness for lunch.
She had done nothing wrong. No harm had happened. It was horrid of her
aunt to make such a to-do. The penitence she had felt at the outset was
quickly gone, and when she finally flew up to her own room, it was to
shed a tempest of angry tears and resolve that she would never, never
care one bit for Effie, and that her aunt was a hard, unjust woman,
whom she could never care to please.
“I shall never be happy here, and I’ll tell Uncle Tom so. I’ll tell
Cyril how they treat me. I’ll get away and live somewhere with Oscar.
I’ve never been scolded so before, and I won’t stand it. If I’d done
wrong, I should be sorry, but to tell Effie she talked about herself
too much, and to take a ride on Shamrock!—no, I won’t be sorry about
that! I won’t, I won’t!”
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