The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1009, April 29, 1899Various
General
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1009, April 29, 1899
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
“Not much,” answered Sheila, “I’m very strong. Oscar has been ill
oftener than I. Tell me about yourself, Effie? I want to know
everything. Your mother wants me to be a sort of sister to you. Sisters
ought to know everything about each other.”
Effie, nothing loath, began a long history of herself. In a few days’
time Sheila had discovered that the way to keep her most satisfied
and entertained was to let her talk about herself. Poor child, it was
scarcely her own fault. Her mother never tired of asking her about her
every symptom, and listening to her accounts of how every hour had been
passed. She talked almost ceaselessly of Effie to everybody who would
listen. She had almost lost her identity in that of her last surviving
child. It seemed to Sheila that poor Effie had had enough doctors and
enough experiments in treatment tried upon her to kill anybody, and
when she ventured to say as much to Effie herself, the girl at once and
cordially agreed.
“I hate the very sight of them. I feel as though I’d never have another
near me. I mean not to care now whether I get better or not. The harder
I try, the worse I am. I’m just not going to care about anything again!”
That was decidedly one of Effie’s moods—a sort of defiance of
everything and everybody. At other times she would be gentler,
sometimes she was depressed. Then she would have a spell of high
spirits, in which she often overdid herself, and brought on one of her
attacks of breathlessness and oppression.
Sheila looked on and listened and wondered. Sometimes she was quite
fond of Effie, sorry for her, and eager to do anything she could. At
others, again, she felt a decided longing to shake her, and grew fairly
out of patience at the way she had of bringing every subject started
round to herself again. Others had noticed this defect in Effie. Her
cousins had named it in Sheila’s hearing, but they had never spoken of
it to the girl herself, and Sheila never meant to; but one day almost
in spite of herself, the words sprang to her lips.
“Effie, do you ever think about anything or anybody but yourself? I do
think you’d be so much better if you would. I don’t know if you know it
or care; but you talk about yourself from morning to night. It does get
so tiresome, and I’m sure it’s bad for you!”
Effie stopped short in what she was about to say, and stared at Sheila
hard. The girl coloured under the sharp gaze. Sheila was very placable
by nature, and hated anybody to be angry with her; but she had not
learned the lesson yet of thinking before she spoke.
“I beg your pardon if I vexed you,” she said; “but——”
“That’ll do,” said Effie shortly; “I don’t want to hear any more! You
can go now! You’d better take that ride you’ve been wanting to so long!
I don’t want anybody with me who thinks it tiresome to talk to me!”
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