The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 1014, June 3, 1899Various
General
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 1014, June 3, 1899
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
“I never did that till I went to live with that woman there,” she
answered, turning on the cousin with ill-repressed fury. “When they
asked me up to London they knew I’d got my nice little legacy. She
wouldn’t have let her husband invite me but for that!” she interpolated
bitterly. “And they didn’t want me to go till it was all spent, at
least she didn’t!” she said, with an acrimonious emphasis on the
feminine pronoun. “And she used to treat me plentiful, an’ me just
pinin’ with loneliness and homesickness; and then when my money was
gone there I was, an’ she run me into debt, and turned up here and
bullied my first month’s wages out of me, an’ when you came down on
Christmas Eve, like an angel, and put my next month’s wages into my
hand, thinks I to myself, somebody’ll turn up to-morrow and get it all
away, an’ I thought I’d just run out and buy myself something in case
I got a cold, or was too low to get well through my cooking, and then
somehow that picture that hangs on the kitchen wall (‘The Empty Chair,’
m’m, it’s called) was just too much for my spirits, and I took a drop
and lost my reckoning, and there it was! Oh, m’m, may you never know
what it is to be a poor widow-woman!”
How much was merely maudlin, or how much was the incoherent cry of a
weak soul that had lost itself in loneliness and neglect, Lucy could
not decide. It was possibly less the woman’s words than the chord of
Lucy’s own life which they reached, that brought tears to Lucy’s eyes.
“I’m not asking you to give me another trial, m’m,” went on the
miserable creature, in a tone which yet had something of a forlorn hope
in it.
Lucy could not answer, but her head gave a half-involuntary shake.
“I’m not asking you to give me another trial, m’m,” she repeated. “It’s
not for the likes o’ you. I see well enough what your life’s got to be,
and you’ve quite enough to do for yourself and the dear little master.”
“Oh, Mrs. Morison,” cried Lucy earnestly, “won’t you make an effort to
put this evil thing away? Though you must go out of this house, I will
do all I can to help you. I will try to get you into a Home, where they
will take care of you and help you to do right.”
Mrs. Morison did not answer at once. Perhaps a good impulse and an
evil habit contended within her. The habit conquered, as alas! a habit
generally does.
“I don’t need to go into a Home,” she said, with a soft stubbornness.
“I’ve just got to make up my mind to keep right. I don’t believe in
Homes. I’ve been, in a way, my own mistress all my life, being so much
trusted. If I take myself in hand, that’ll do.”
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