The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 1018, July 1, 1899Various
General
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX, No. 1018, July 1, 1899
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
“Very well, Jane,” she said. “Under these circumstances, I need ask
you no questions. This spares me a painful task. But as your senior,
even but by a few years and a little experience, I trust that you will
deeply consider your ways. You have not treated me well. That may not
matter much now. But I fear that you are not acting in a way to secure
your own womanly respectability and happiness. If you seek a reference
from me, I shall have to tell any inquirer what has happened.”
“Very well, m’m. Please, m’m, you’ll remember it was me that gave you
notice.”
“I shall remember,” said Lucy. Not another word was exchanged.
The event gave Lucy a sleepless night, partly because it had excited
her beyond her ebbing strength, and partly because she could not help
forecasting ways and means with which to meet this fresh domestic
difficulty.
To live in the same house with somebody so flatly antagonistic
as she felt Jane intended to be, was a hard trial for a lonely
and over-strained woman. Lucy realised that Jane was capable of
insolence—that her outburst had not been a mere fit of temper, but
a revelation of the coarse, cruel nature seething beneath the dull
exterior. It might not have been wise, but if Lucy had been a free
woman, she would have paid Jane her wages and let her go at once, so
as to clear the atmosphere. But Lucy was not a free woman; she had her
engagements to fulfil, her work to do.
She had hoped to take advantage of the fine weather to take Hugh a
little out of town on Saturday afternoons, thus giving him fresh air
and enjoyment, and also snatching an opportunity to make a study or
a sketch. But now the four Saturday afternoons which would pass over
before Jane’s departure were all the leisure in which to seek a new
supply of domestic help. This “month” of Jane’s would bring Lucy to the
edge of the summer holidays at the Institute. Had all gone on right
with Jane, Lucy had meant to get her decent old charwoman to spend her
nights in the house and give the girl company and security, while she
and Hugh went down to Deal for two or three weeks. She had a secret
consciousness that she was “running down” in a way which needed both
the fresh sea breezes and the strong, calm presence of Jarvis May’s
brave widow. She had hoped to persuade Miss Latimer to make one of the
party. That lady herself would have respite from her one or two little
engagements, and she had not had a seaside holiday for two or three
years. Lucy meant to give the invitation as a favour to herself, since
Miss Latimer’s presence would ensure her the more leisure and freedom
for sketching. For in that seaside holiday she had hoped to lay in a
store of sketches—as many as she could possibly work up before the
darkening days of next winter would be brightened by Charlie’s return.
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