The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX: No. 1019, July 8, 1899Various
General
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX: No. 1019, July 8, 1899
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
“And now let us produce our credentials,” said her new friend. “I am
Margaret Gray. I live by my wits, namely journalism; that is, I write
‘Answers to Correspondents’ for half-a-dozen ladies’ papers. My brother
is also engaged in the pursuit of letters. He is, in fact, Lord Mayne’s
private secretary. He is very clever, as all brothers ought to be, and
took a First in Greats. He is to marry, of course, an heiress, and go
into Parliament, and make a name for himself and the family, the family
being at present comprehended by himself and me. Finally, we are too
poor at present to think of heiresses or even to approach the only
available one, having piles of other people’s debts to pay off. Now for
yours.”
Catherine told her simply and frankly all her short history. How, left
an orphan, with just sufficient money to pay for her education, she had
been brought up at an endowed school, and had then won a scholarship
to Cambridge, and how, on leaving college, she had found a post in a
High School in a large manufacturing town, where she lived by herself
in rooms. She had only been there a short time, and did not know many
people; there were so few people that she could know, except the other
mistresses, living for the most part alone or sharing rooms together.
It was less by what she was told than by her quick imagination, aided
by her knowledge of other professional women, that Margaret was able
to conjure up to herself the long harassing days, the physical fatigue
that could seldom find relief, and then the solitary evenings in a
dreary lodging-house. She contrasted it with her own life spent in
London, among interesting people, and full of change and movement.
Certainly she worked hard, but the possession of some private means and
the knowledge that her future was comfortably provided for took away
the anxiety that haunts the working days of so many women. Her heart
went out in sympathy to this girl, who hardly realised as yet the whole
significance of her position.
“Isn’t it dreadfully monotonous sometimes? Don’t you long to get away?”
“Sometimes I feel as if I could endure it no longer, especially in the
evening, when I have finished my corrections and am too tired even to
read. But then there are the children, and children are so delightful;
though at the end of the term I do feel as if I never wanted to see
another child all my life. But that feeling soon wears off; they are so
innocent and fascinating, and never mind showing what they think. Oh,
yes; of course it is only the children who make things bearable.”
“Now I can understand the apparent absurdity of a girl like you rushing
off on a Swiss tour by yourself. Even I, who am several years older,
and have much more knowledge of the world, and no pretension to beauty,
should hesitate about such a thing. Did it never strike you that people
might misunderstand you, that you were laying yourself out to be
misunderstood?”
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