The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1023, August 5, 1899Various
General
The Girl's Own Paper, Vol. XX. No. 1023, August 5, 1899
Various
Children's literature -- Periodicals
Mrs. Grant’s letter seemed, on the face of it, both as cheerful and
as brief as usual. She “supposed Lucy had heard nothing lately, as
she knew she would have let her know if she had.” “Sailing vessels
are often out of their reckoning for weeks and weeks,” she added. She
dropped a word of congratulation that Lucy’s own welcoming day was
assuredly near at hand now, and of half-comic self-condolence that
hers was so much farther off. “In my case, too, one suspense is no
sooner over than another begins,” she wrote. “But that’s the lot of
the sailor’s wife, and I know it was all in my bargain when I took the
captain.”
There certainly seemed nothing in that letter to alarm Lucy, and she
marvelled at a strange uneasiness which she felt stirring within her.
Was she intuitively aware of some anxiety on the part of Mrs. Grant,
which she had studiously kept out of her words? Lucy wrote a prompt
reply, saying that she had heard nothing yet, but was daily looking for
tidings. She tried to make her letter cheerful, and wondered whether
Mrs. Grant, in her turn, would read anything between the lines.
Lucy scarcely liked to think of the approaching Christmas Day. If
Charlie had returned, it would be a day of supreme joy; if timely sea
news came in, it would be one of gladdest thanksgiving. But if——! There
Lucy paused, and turned aside as from a great mist advancing to enfold
her. Yet she must make her little plans to be fit for the fulfilment of
her hope. Not to do so, would seem like creating an omen of prolonged
separation and anxiety. So she and Miss Latimer sent out a Christmas
bidding to Mr. Somerset, Lucy saying with pathetic playfulness that
under the circumstances she scarcely knew whether she ought to issue
her invitations in her own name only or with Charlie’s joined thereto.
“For he may be among us on that day yet,” she added. Writing down her
hope seemed to make it more tangible.
Mr. Somerset called in reply to Lucy’s invitation. He told her that
in accepting it, he was accepting a real kindness. Without it, this
Christmas might have been very lonely and desolate for him. His
old landlord lay at the point of death, and consequently the whole
household was saddened and absorbed.
“How much sadness there is in the world!” sighed Lucy. “And how
terrible it is that there is a sort of consolation in realising that
one is not the only burdened and anxious soul. It seems a selfish and
cruel feeling to find comfort in that thought!”
Mr. Somerset looked up brightly.
“Yes, it seems so,” he said. “I used to think so, and probably it is
so in the spirit in which the idea may sometimes be suggested and
received. Yet I have learned to understand that it does not have a
selfish and cruel origin. I think I have discovered what the idea
springs from, and how it is that such a thought may really soothe and
strengthen. After all, what is the very depth of woe—its unendurable
sting?”
Lucy mused.
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