The Girl Who Had NothingWilliamson, A. M. (Alice Muriel)
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The Girl Who Had Nothing
Williamson, A. M. (Alice Muriel)
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The girl would have given much to lift the veil of mystery wrapped about
this woman’s past and personality. She even boasted to herself that she
would find some way, sooner or later, at least to peep under its edge;
but day after day passed, and though she went often to Mrs. Gone’s room,
and was always thanked for her kind attentions, she seemed no nearer to
attaining her object than at first. Beyond occupying a room which she
did not pay for, Mrs. Gone was not an expensive guest. She ate almost
nothing; and when Joan had been in Woburn Place for a week, the white
face with its burning eyes had become so drawn with suffering that in
real compassion the girl offered to call a doctor at her own expense.
But Mrs. Gone would not consent. "I hate doctors," she said. "No one
could tell me more about myself than I know."
The girl’s own affairs were absorbing enough, for she saw no new opening
yet for her ambition; still, she found time to think a great deal about
Mrs. Gone. "Am I a soft-hearted idiot, allowing myself to be imposed
upon by a professional ’sponge’?" she wondered; "or is there something
in my odd feeling that I shall be rewarded for all I do for this
extraordinary woman?"
Such questions were passing through her mind one night when she had gone
to bed late, after being out at the theatre. She had been in Woburn
Place eight days, and was growing impatient, for none of the boarders
were of the kind to be used as "stepping-stones," and none of the
Society and financial papers, which she studied, afforded any hopeful
suggestion for another phase of her career. To be sure, the young man
with whom she had consented to go to the theatre was employed as a
reporter for a great London daily, and she had been "nice" to him, with
the vague idea that she might somehow be able to profit by his
infatuation; but at present she did not see her way, and it appeared
that she was wasting sweetness on the desert air.
"I suppose," Joan said to herself, turning over her hot pillow, "that if
I were an ordinary girl, I might be contented to go on as I am. I can
live here for nothing, and get enough interest on the money I’ve put
into this concern to buy clothes and pay my way about, with strict
economy. All the men in the house are in love with me; and if they were
more interesting, that might be amusing. But I’m not born to be
contented with small people or things. I don’t want clothes. I want
creations. I don’t want the admiration of young men from the City. I
want to be appreciated by princes. I believe I must have been a
princess in another state of existence, for I always feel that the best
of everything is hardly good enough for me."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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