This is what Paul said of himself, in his Epistle to the Philippians.
Phil. 3:6. How great his zeal was he himself tells. He says that he
persecuted the church of God “beyond measure,” and “wasted it,” or, as
in the Revision, “made havoc of it.” See also Acts 8:3. Before Agrippa
he said: “I verily thought with myself, that I ought to do many things
contrary to the name of Jesus of Nazareth. Which thing I also did in
Jerusalem; and many of the saints did I shut up in prison, having
received authority from the chief priests; and when they were put to
death, I gave my voice against them. And I punished them oft in every
synagogue, and compelled them to blaspheme; and being exceedingly mad
against them, I persecuted them even unto strange cities.” Acts 26:9-11.
In an address to the Jews in Jerusalem, who knew his life, he said, “I
persecuted this way unto the death, binding and delivering into prisons
both men and women.” Acts 22:4. This he did because, as the previous
verse says, he was “zealous toward God.” So full of this sort of zeal
was he that he breathed nothing but “threatenings and slaughter.” Acts
9:1.
It seems almost incredible that any one professing to worship the true
God, can have such false ideas of Him as to suppose that He is pleased
with that kind of service; yet Saul of Tarsus, one of the most bitter
and relentless persecutors of Christians that ever lived, could say
years afterward, “I have lived in all good conscience before God until
this day.” Acts 23:1. Although kicking against the pricks (Acts 9:5),
and endeavoring to silence the growing conviction that would force
itself upon him as he witnessed the patience of the Christians, and
heard their dying testimonies to the truth, Saul was not wilfully
stifling the voice of conscience. On the contrary, he was striving to
preserve a good conscience, and so deeply had he been indoctrinated with
the Pharisaic traditions, that he felt sure that these inconvenient
prickings must be the suggestions of an evil spirit, which he was in
duty bound to suppress. So the prickings of the Spirit of God had for a
time only led him to redouble his zeal against the Christians. Of all
persons in the world, Saul, the self-righteous Pharisee, had no bias in
favor of Christianity. Yet his misdirected zeal was a “zeal for God,”
and this fact made him good material for a Christian worker.
[Sidenote: Paul’s Profiting.]
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