"Good!" I said. "Now we know where we are."
Never for one moment did I think that Gran'pa would stay and help those
old people. It was grossly selfish to ask a man who had already gone
through so much for their sakes to give up his well earned rest, to
face hardships and dangers again, and to postpone his marriage with the
woman he loved. But old men are always selfish.
When we landed at Corisco, the chairman of the sub-committee
immediately sought out Gran'pa, and took him away to some secret place
of concourse.
No one knows what the chairman said or did, or what prevented Gran'pa's
being his normal, dominating self. If ever the full story of those
later days comes to be written this will still remain one of the
unsolved riddles of his existence. He was always an impulsive man; but
what followed that interview was downright recklessness, folly, idiocy.
"George," he said, "I've decided to stay on here for another season's
gorilla hunting."
"You're mad!" I exclaimed.
"All actions worth while appear stupid to the timid and cautious," he
replied, smoothly and pompously.
"I won't quibble with you. All I want to know is why are you doing it?
WHY? . . ."
"It's a kink in me, George. The glamour of Corisco--the joy of the
chase--the dangers and excitements--the BIGNESS of it all, compared
with the quiet, suburban respectability awaiting me in England or
even America. . . . I want to live--while I'm still alive. I want the
candle to burn not only at both ends, but brilliantly. As Kipling has
it, let me 'fill the unforgiving minute with sixty seconds' worth of
distance run.' I must live. To vegetate would be to annihilate myself.
I should--burst! . . . Let me die with my boots on, George!"
His eyes shone, his face glowed, his whole body was vibrant with
emotion. I was carried away in spite of myself. It took me several
minutes to recover.
When I did, it was only to bow to the inevitable. Gran'pa's
determination was like granite. Unmoved by the storm of entreaties
hurled at him by Sally and me, he began making his plans at once.
Moreover, he drew to his aid other adventurous spirits. Stringer,
Croft, Oakley and Newland all turned their backs on England. It was
like an upheaval in a Government. Sally and I were deserted by even our
best friends. We were dethroned. Our only consolation was that we were
not quite alone.
With us, returned Molly and twenty-one rejuvenated old men,
and--terrible anti-climax--nine cowardly octogenarians who were afraid
to stay at Corisco and take their chance of again tasting the joys of
new found youth.
It was a sad farewell. Molly looked more miserable than I had ever
seen her. Sally was pale, red-eyed--but proudly defiant. Dr. Croft
was quietly reproachful. Stringer was wistful and Old-Billish in the
extreme. Gran'pa's expression was one of tragic majesty--a Napoleon
giving up his Josephine--a martyr suffering for a great cause.
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