His nobility made me feel what a wretched worm I was. How happy
I should have been to have stayed with them all in Corisco--the
Beautiful! How I repented that rash promise which I had made to Sally!
As the anchor was weighed I went below, unable to take a farewell
glance at the island. I was afraid of myself. A call from Gran'pa and I
believe that I should have gone overboard and swum to the land. It was
a moment when one must do everything--or nothing!
The engines throbbed and a distant cheer came from the receding shore.
So great was my agony that I actually groaned.
For over an hour I remained below struggling with my emotions, and it
was not until we had lost sight of land that I began to recover.
Merciful night drew her curtain at last; one by one the old men crept
yawning to their bunks. Dead tired, I, too, sought solace in sleep. But
even this was denied me.
In the early hours of the morning a terrific storm arose and the ship
rolled and lurched through the water like a drunken animal. To add to
my misery, I was horribly sick.
Perhaps it was as well. It helped me to forget.
For nearly two days I cared little what had happened or what might
happen. Then came a sudden calm and, with it, the sense of peaceful
recovery after a great illness.
Slowly and shakily, we emerged on deck, where, chastened by sickness
and grief, Sally, Molly and I sought comfort in one another's company.
We even went so far as to avoid the other passengers; many of them
reminded us so much of Gran'pa, and his cheerful boisterous way.
Gradually the wounds began to heal and we found ourselves looking
forward to our arrival in England. Much would have happened during our
absence abroad. Industrial unrest, high prices, the housing problem,
over-crowded trains, bad plays, and poor books might have all vanished
by now. In fact, we might find that the old country was really worth
living in, after all. . . .
After this enlivening anticipation, the days seemed to pass more
rapidly than ever, and when "The Pilgrim Father" at last dropped anchor
in Portsmouth Harbor I could hardly restrain my joy.
The scene which fate had so kindly set for our arrival home was
magnificent. The docks were alive with activity, tugs were hooting,
busy little boats were moving hither and thither over the calm surface
of the water, a huge liner was stealing out to sea, and over all shone
the warm and beneficent sun.
We bade farewell to those who were not journeying with us, left them
aboard the ship, and caught the first train to town.
After the bleak and sandy shores of West Africa, the dense jungles, the
swamps, the wide rivers, the huge strangely-tinted mountains, and that
air of dark mystery and barbarism which enveloped the whole country
of the gorilla, it was a wonderful contrast to gaze once again on the
garden-like compactness of England, with its atmosphere of cultured
peace and security.
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