The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): CollectsTraubel, Horace
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The Glebe 1914/04 (Vol. 2, No. 1): Collects
Traubel, Horace
American essays -- 20th century; Literature, Modern -- 20th century -- Periodicals
curious about the millionaires who died than about the paupers who died.
I'm not drawing lines on heroes. I'm not worrying about heroes anyway.
I'm thinking of people. My heart is drawn to people. It dont hurt what
they wear. Let them wear velvet or canvas. Do you suppose I care whether
they're bad or good? Rich or poor, they're people. Every man belongs
somewhere in the crowd. Do you suppose I care whether he's at the top or
the bottom? When the boat went to pot people went with it. Some because
they had to. Some because they chose to. I cant separate the heroes from
the cowards. So I accept them all as people. When I read of the fifty
engineers that perished I felt as if fifty gods had been snuffed out.
People talk of a man or two or of a few dozen men as if their death was
only a soso bit of news. To me dying seems sense enough. I can see how
we might get used to dying and enjoy it. But we shouldn't waste people.
Our civilization is jealous of property and prodigal of people. I cant
see such waste with equanimity. I want to save people. There's such use
for people. They are so precious. They are our brothers. I want my
brothers. I dont like you to drown them cruelly in the sea. I dont want
you to destroy them in railroad disasters. I hate your wars. They rob me
of my people. What do I care about your balance in bank? One man's life
is worth all balances in bank. Even a mean man's life? Yes. Any man's
life. I pass the derelicts on the street. They are thrown aside. They
have no right in the stream. If they raise a protest they are called to
order. The police tell them to move on. And the priests do too. And the
statesmen. The stores and the factories say move on. There's no place
for them to rest. They're hounded across the earth. So the engineers
perished. No one said much about it. They took the engineers for
granted. Did they take anyone else for granted? They always take the
poor for granted. They expect them to be heroes. And they expect them to
die without a growl. If they growl they are in a panic. If they say: You
die too, they are ungrateful. If they refuse to die they are set down
for cowards. Or maybe killed. They do die. They are sacrificed
everywhere. They give up their lives for everybody and for each other.
Trainmen. Sailors. Soldiers. They are all set up to be shot at or
starved. The women who scrub the floors. The mothers who wash our
clothes. They die for us. These engineers died for us. Fifty-three of
them. Gods who kept a world moving. Gods who stood by the law. Laborers
keep our world going. They're always dying for us. Dying for everybody.
With no decoration. No medals or shoulder straps. Their names dont get
into the papers. They get no hero badges. Poems are not written to them.
No one says: He died like a gentleman. No. Laborers are so busy dying
like men they have no time to die like gentlemen. They just get a little
line or two when the time comes. All the engineers perished. That sort
of a line.
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