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At the Embassy? She looked at him vaguely: then she remembered. Yes,
they were dining that night at the Ascots’, with Strefford’s cousin, the
Duke of Dunes, and his wife, the handsome irreproachable young Duchess;
with the old gambling Dowager Duchess, whom her son and daughter-in-law
had come over from England to see; and with other English and French
guests of a rank and standing worthy of the Duneses. Susy knew that her
inclusion in such a dinner could mean but one thing: it was her definite
recognition as Altringham’s future wife. She was “the little American”
whom one had to ask when one invited him, even on ceremonial occasions.
The family had accepted her; the Embassy could but follow suit.
“It’s late, dear; and I’ve got to see someone on business first,”
Strefford reminded her patiently.
“Oh, Streff--I can’t, I can’t!” The words broke from her without her
knowing what she was saying. “I can’t go with you--I can’t go to the
Embassy. I can’t go on any longer like this....” She lifted her eyes
to his in desperate appeal. “Oh, understand--do please understand!” she
wailed, knowing, while she spoke, the utter impossibility of what she
asked.
Strefford’s face had gradually paled and hardened. From sallow it turned
to a dusky white, and lines of obstinacy deepened between the ironic
eyebrows and about the weak amused mouth.
“Understand? What do you want me to understand,” He laughed. “That
you’re trying to chuck me already?”
She shrank at the sneer of the “already,” but instantly remembered that
it was the only thing he could be expected to say, since it was just
because he couldn’t understand that she was flying from him.
“Oh, Streff--if I knew how to tell you!”
“It doesn’t so much matter about the how. Is that what you’re trying to
say?”
Her head drooped, and she saw the dead leaves whirling across the path
at her feet, lifted on a sudden wintry gust.
“The reason,” he continued, clearing his throat with a stiff smile, “is
not quite as important to me as the fact.”
She stood speechless, agonized by his pain. But still, she thought, he
had remembered the dinner at the Embassy. The thought gave her courage
to go on.
“It wouldn’t do, Streff. I’m not a bit the kind of person to make you
happy.”
“Oh, leave that to me, please, won’t you?”
“No, I can’t. Because I should be unhappy too.”
He clicked at the leaves as they whirled past. “You’ve taken a rather
long time to find it out.” She saw that his new-born sense of his own
consequence was making him suffer even more than his wounded affection;
and that again gave her courage.
“If I’ve taken long it’s all the more reason why I shouldn’t take
longer. If I’ve made a mistake it’s you who would have suffered from
it....”
“Thanks,” he said, “for your extreme solicitude.”
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