She looked away from him, unseeing, down the long lounge, and her gloved
hands unconsciously gripped each other hard; her bosom heaved. In the
woman’s dark soul strange things were happening, a curious, desperate
hope was dawning. She remained like this for a few moments while
Huckaby, unconscious of tensity, selected and lit a cigarette.
“No, I shan’t go to London,” she said at last, without turning her head.
“I’ll stay in Paris. I owe myself a holiday.”
Ten minutes afterwards Quixtus had gone. They watched the wheels of the
taxi that was carrying him to the Lyons station disappear beneath the
great archway, and, with something like a sigh, they returned slowly to
the lounge. Lena Fontaine threw herself on a seat, her hands by her
side, in an attitude of weariness.
“Oh God, I’m tired,” she whispered.
Huckaby suggested bed. She shrugged her shoulders. It was not her body
that was tired, she explained, but the ridiculous something that people
called a soul. That was dead beat. She looked up at him as he stood
before her wondering to hear her talk so frankly.
“What was it that played the devil with you? A woman?”
“Drink,” replied Huckaby laconically.
“I hadn’t even that excuse,” said Lena Fontaine. She laughed
mirthlessly. “Don’t you wish you were good?”
He sat down by her side.
“Why shouldn’t we try to be?”
“Because the world isn’t a Sunday School, my dear friend.”
Huckaby ventured to touch her hand with the tip of his finger.
“Let us try,” said he.
She smiled—this time only in half derision.
“Let us,” she said.
A great silence fell upon them, and they sat there side by side for a
long, long time, pretending to watch, like many other couples and groups
in the lounge, the shifting life of the great hotel, but really far away
from it all, feeling drawn together in their new-found shame like two
dreary souls who had escaped from Purgatory and were wandering through
darkness they knew not whither.
CHAPTER XVI
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