in his immediate financial circumstances, economy, he said, was
desirable. He also shut up the greater part of the big house, finding a
dim sort of pleasure in such retrenchment. He lived in his museum at the
back, ate his meals in the little dark room at the head of the kitchen
stairs, and changed his luxurious bedroom for a murky, cheerless little
chamber adjoining the museum. When a man takes misery for a bride he may
be forgiven for exaggeration in his early transports.
Only on Tuesday nights did he throw open dining-room and drawing-room,
where he received Huckaby, Vandermeer, and Billiter as in the past. To
them his smile and his old self were given. Indeed he found a newer
sympathy with them. He, even as they, had been the victim of outrageous
fortune. He, too, had suffered from the treachery of man and the
insolence of office. The three found an extra guerdon in their
great-coat pockets.
There were times, however, when the museum grew wearisome through
familiarity, when he found no novelty in the Quaternary skull from
Silesia, or the engraved reindeers on the neolithic axe-heads, or the
necklet of the lady of the bronze age; when he craved things nearer to
his own time which could give him some message of modernity. On such
occasions he would either walk abroad, or if the weather were foul, take
a childish pleasure in exploring the sealed chambers of the house. For,
shut up a room, exclude from it the light of day, cover the furniture
with dust-sheets till you get the semblance of a morgue of strange
beasts, forget it for a while, and, on re-entering it, you will have all
the elements of mystery which gradually and agreeably give place to
little pleasant shocks of discovery of the familiar. The neglected
pictures that have hung on the walls, the huddled knick-knacks on a
table, the heap of books on the floor, all have messages of gentle
reproach. A newspaper of years ago, wrapped round a cushion, once opened
by eager hands and containing in its headlines world-shaking news (now
so stale and forgotten) is a pathetic object. In drawers are garments
out of date, preserved heaven knows why, keepsakes worked by fair hands,
unused but negligently treasured, faded curtains which will never be
rehung—a thousand old stimulating things, down to ends of sealing-wax
and carefully rolled bits of twine. And some drawers are empty, and from
them rises the odour of lavender poignant with memories of the things
that are no more.
It was a large, old-fashioned house which had been his father’s before
him, in which he had been born; and it was full of memories. In the
recess of a dark cupboard in one of the attics he found a glass jar,
which had escaped the vigilance or commanded the respect of generations
of housemaids, covered with a parchment on which was written in his
mother’s hand, “Damson Jam.” His mother had died a quarter of a century
ago.
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