Quixtus passed his hand between neck and collar, as if to free his
throat from clutching fingers. His voice, when he spoke, sounded hoarse
and far away in his ears.
“You were in his confidence, I suppose.”
“I think so,” said Clementina, simply.
To the sorely afflicted man’s unbalanced and suspicious mind this was a
confession of complicity in the wrong he had suffered. He controlled
himself with a great effort, and turned his face away so that she should
not see the hate and anger in his eyes. She, too, had worked against
him. She, too, had mocked him as the poor blind fool. She, too, he swore
within himself, should suffer in the general devastation he would work
upon mankind. As in a dream he heard her summarise the letter which she
had received. Hammersley had of late been a victim to the low Eastern
fever. Once he had nearly died, but had recovered. It had taken hold,
however, of his system and nothing but home would cure him. In Shanghai
he had made fortune enough to retire. Once in England again he would
never leave it as long as he lived.
“He writes one or two pages of description of what May must be in
England—the fresh sweet green of the country lanes, the cool lawns, the
old grey churches peeping through the trees, the restful, undulating
country, the smell of the hawthorn and blackthorn at dawn and eve—those
are his words—the poor man’s so sick for home that he has turned into a
twopenny ha’penny poet——”
“I think it’s damned pathetic,” said Tommy. “Don’t you, Uncle Ephraim?”
“I beg your pardon,” said Quixtus with a start.
“Don’t you think it’s pathetic for a chap stranded sick in a
God-forsaken place in China, to write that high falutin’ stuff about
England? Clementina read it to me. It’s the sort of thing a girl of
fifteen might have written as a school essay—all the obvious things you
know—and it meant such a devil of a lot to him—everything on earth. It
fairly made me choke. I call it damned pathetic.”
Quixtus said in a dry voice, “Yes, it’s pathetic—it’s comic—it’s
tragic—it’s melodramatic—it’s nostalgic—it’s climatic—— Yes,” he
added, absently, “it’s climatic.”
“I wonder you don’t say it’s dyspeptic and psychic and fantastic,” said
Clementina, snatching an old hat from the bed. “Do you know you’ve
talked nothing but rubbish ever since you entered this room?”
“Language, my dear Clementina,” he quoted; “was given to us to conceal
our thoughts.”
“Bah!” said Clementina. She held out her hand abruptly. “Good-bye. I’ll
run in later, Tommy; and see how you’re getting on.”
Quixtus opened the door for her to pass out and returned to his
straight-backed chair. Tommy handed him a box of cigarettes.
“Won’t you smoke? I tried one cigarette to-day for the first time, but
the beastly thing tasted horrid—just as if I were smoking oatmeal.”
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