You discovered the spirit of the man when you heard him wandering in
delirium. All night in the shadowy ward with its hooded lamps, he
would be giving orders for the comfort of his men. Sometimes he'd be
proposing to go forward himself to a place where a company was having
a hot time; apparently one of his officers was trying to dissuade
him. “Danger be damned,” he'd exclaim in a wonderfully strong
voice. “It'll buck 'em up to see me. Splendid chaps--splendid chaps!”
About dawn he was usually supposed to be sinking, but he'd rallied
again by the time the day-sister arrived. “Still here,” he'd smile in
a triumphant kind of whisper, as though bluffing death was a pastime.
One afternoon a padre came to visit him. As he was leaving he bent
above the pillow. We learnt afterwards that this was what he had said,
“If the good Lord lets you, I hope you'll get better.”
We saw the Colonel raise himself up on his elbow. His weak voice shook
with anger. “Neither God nor the Devil has anything to do with
it. I'm going to get well.” Then, as the nurse came hurrying to him,
he sank back.
When I left the Base Hospital for Blighty he was still holding his
own. I have never heard what happened to him, but should not be at all
surprised to meet him one day in the trenches with a wooden leg, still
leading his splendid chaps. Death can't kill men of such heroic
courage.
At the Base Hospital they talk a good deal of “the Blighty Smile.”
It's supposed to be the kind of look a chap wears when he's been told
that within twenty-four hours he'll be in England. When this
information has been imparted to him, he's served out with warm socks,
woollen cap and a little linen bag into which to put his
valuables. Hours and hours before there's any chance of starting
you'll see the lucky ones lying very still, with a happy vacant look
in their eyes and their absurd woollen caps stuck ready on their
heads. Sometime, perhaps in the small hours of the morning, the
stretcher-bearers, arrive--the stretcher-bearers who all down the
lines of communication are forever carrying others towards blessedness
and never going themselves. “At last,” you whisper to yourself. You
feel a glorious anticipation that you have not known since childhood
when, after three hundred and sixty-four days of waiting, it was truly
going to be Christmas.
On the train and on the passage there is the same skillful
attention--the same ungrudging kindness. You see new faces in the
bunks beside you. After the tedium of the narrow confines of a ward
that in itself is exciting. You fall into talk.
“What's yours?”
“Nothing much--just a hand off and a splinter or two in the shoulder.”
You laugh. “That's not so dusty. How much did you expect for your
money?”
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