Her close propinquity filled with me wholly unreasonable agitation. I
drew back. The removal of the cloak had disclosed a dark blue silk
dress which fitted her, to my thinking, with the most marvellous
perfection. There was a touch of white about her neck and wrists. Her
beauty struck me more even than at first--it awed me. Yet at the back
of my mind was born a dim fancy that somewhere in the flesh I had seen
this enchanting vision before. I was at a loss as to the words with
which I ought to address her, speaking at last, blunderingly enough.
“Have you any reason why you should wish to conceal your name?” She
shook her head. “Then tell me what it is.”
“But I don’t know. Have I a name?”
“I presume that, with the rest of the world, you have. Pray do not
suppose, however, that I wish to force myself into your confidence. I
would only suggest that I think it might be better, for both our
sakes, if you could give me some idea of where you came from before
you entered my room.”
“Did I enter your room? Oh yes, I remember; but--I don’t remember
anything more.” She put her hand up to her head with the gesture which
had previously struck me. “Where did I come from?”
“I don’t know if you are intentionally trifling, but if you are unable
to supply the information, I certainly cannot.”
Something in my manner seemed to occasion her distress. She moved
towards me anxiously, like a timid child who stands in fear of
admonition.
“Why do you look like that? Are you angry?”
I knew not what to think or what to feel; but, at least, I was not
angry. If she was playing a part, which I for one was disposed to
doubt, she acted with such plausibility that I was conscious of my
incapacity to discover in what the trick consisted. I perceived that,
after all, this was a case for Mrs. Peddar.
“The housekeeper is a most superior person--a Mrs. Peddar. She will be
of more assistance to you than I can be. Will you allow me to tell her
that you are here?”
“Why not? Of course you can tell her--if you like.”
This was said with such an air of innocence, and with such an entire
absence of suspicion that there could be anything dubious in her
position, that I myself was conscious of a sense of shame at the
thoughts which filled my mind. I moved towards the door. She stopped
me.
“Who are you going to tell?”
“The housekeeper--Mrs. Peddar.”
“Oh.” This was with a little touch of doubt. “She’s a woman. You’re a
man. I’m a woman.” She said this with the utmost gravity, as if she
were giving utterance to portentous facts which she had just
discovered. She seemed to shiver. “Is she--nice? Will she--be kind to
me?”
I registered a mental vow that she should be kind to her, or I would
know the reason why; I said as much, though with less emphasis of
language. Then I left the room.
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