The Gods and Mr. Perrin: A Tragi-Comedy — John Shaqi
The Gods and Mr. Perrin: A Tragi-ComedyWalpole, Hugh
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The Gods and Mr. Perrin: A Tragi-Comedy
Walpole, Hugh
Endowed public schools (Great Britain) -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“No—but I thought that if you knew all the circumstances of the case,
you would not object.”
“What is your position here? Are you here to consider my wishes? What
are you paid to do?”
White made no answer.
“Of course if you are dissatisfied with the condition of things here,
you have only to say so. It would be doubtless possible to fill your
place.”
“No,”—White's voice was very low—“I have no complaint. I am sorry if—”
“You must remember your position here. I have yet to discover any paid
position that enables you to indulge your own particular fancies when
you please. Doubtless you are better informed.”
Traill could endure it no longer. He was so angry that the blood had
rushed to his head, and his face was scarlet. White had flung one glance
at him, as though to beseech him to go away, and he moved to the door;
but again Moy-Thompson said, “Just a moment, Traill.”
He was so angry that, on the impulse of the moment, he had almost
stepped across the room and flung in his resignation. White's long
haggard figure was torture; it was cruelty, devilish cruelty, laughing
with them there in the room.
The man at the table was playing with them as a cat does with a mouse,
shaming one of them before the younger man, as though he had stripped
him naked and driven him so into the playing-fields outside, forcing the
other to listen, brutally, intolerably, against his will.
The room seemed full of pain—it seemed to cross and recross in waves.
White's head bent down.... At last he passed with lowered eyes out
through the door.
Traill could not speak; without another word, he turned and followed
him. Outside the door in the darkened passage he suddenly held out his
hand and caught White's. White held his for an instant; suddenly, with a
frightened, startled look, he stepped away. III.
When the evening of the dance arrived, Traill noticed that he was glad
to get away. Term had now lasted for six weeks, and in another week it
would be half-term. He was a little tired; he found it more difficult
to get up in the morning. Little things mattered a great deal—he now
emphatically disliked Perrin more than he had ever disliked anyone in
his life before; there was even annoyance in the mere sight of his long,
lean, untidy figure, in the sound of his assured, supercilious voice, in
the sense of his arrogance.
They never spoke to each other if they could help it; meals were
extremely disagreeable.
He found, too, that love did not mingle properly with school work. He
was always going into day-dreams when he should have been teaching his
form. He tried to keep the sea and the wood and the funny man that he
had met there and Isabel apart from his work; but they came skipping
in—and at night he dreamt—he was almost sure that she loved him....
Whenever they met now they were very silent.
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