Political fiction; Short stories, American; United States -- Politics and government -- Fiction
“He changed by slow degrees; first he got careless and slovenly in his
thoughts, and, after a while, didn’t think much anyway, and couldn’t;
he just talked and talked and talked and made loud speeches--became a
windbag, a blatherskite, a bore and a nuisance in the land, to himself
and everybody. There’s a lot of them in this land; all they need to
make a speech is room enough to work their jaws in. His old wishes and
longings to be of some use in the world died out of him; he had no
aims, no mark to head for, no place to go. He became ineffectual; after
while all there was to him was that one vote of his in the house, and
by and by that wasn’t worth much; it kept declining in value, he got
cheaper and cheaper, and finally--just naturally petered out.
“Then, when he was slouchy in morals and mind and character, he got
slouchy in person; his habits weren’t bad, perhaps; he was no drunkard
or anything like that, but just--oh, sloppy, every way. And his wife,
his little wife--she was a fine, pretty girl, McCray, when he married
her--she, of course, had to pay, too, along with him; he dragged her
down. She was patient and kind and always hopeful, but they were poor,
and under the stress of their necessities he would get peevish and
cross, and sometimes when, say, a Saturday night would come and there
wasn’t anything in the house to eat--well, he’d look at the children
and get mad--mad at himself, primarily, though he didn’t say so or
admit it even to himself--and he’d take it out in nasty, mean ways with
her and the children. Finally, she gave up; she didn’t know why, she
never knew what had happened, or, if she did, she never even hinted
it--and the whole family was just going down to hell and the devil.
There wasn’t any outward tragedy to make it striking or dramatic or
even interesting.
“And then, after everybody half knew or half guessed, and had ceased
to respect him, he came back here to Springfield once, as we all do,
and happened to see Baldwin, and found him the same, scarcely a day
older, though he himself was gray and withered. It hadn’t hurt Baldwin;
he was well-dressed, respectable, popular, received everywhere--clubs,
society, church and all, just as the men were whose dirty money Baldwin
handled. And Baldwin’s wife, she wasn’t old and sad and hopeless; she
was going out in society, president of a big woman’s club, talked
about safe little reforms, charities and philanthropies. And Baldwin’s
daughters were over in Europe getting the last finish on their
education.”
Holman had a feeling that McCray was no longer listening and, glancing
aside, saw that McCray’s face was buried in his hands. And with pity in
his long, gray face he looked at him a little while, then laid a hand
on McCray’s shoulder.
“Do you know,” he said, “why I told you this story? You see, I didn’t
want to make you feel bad; I only wanted to show you. Because there’s a
lot in you--a big, beautiful future.”
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