Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
Whatever the new day may do with things that are sure, it is yet
rather gentle with uncertainties; making fair little suggestions, and
giving stray touches of light, in a way that is altogether hopeful
and beguiling. And so, when that weary moonlight night had spent
its glitter, and the tender dawn came up, Hazel breathed free over a
new thought. Mr. Falkirk might be mistaken! His own business
might fill Mr. Rollo's hands until the second week in October,
that word proved nothing at all about his staying away. She would
wait and see. No use in trusting people just while you can keep
watch. And so, though the secret pain at her heart did never
disappear, and though at best her next meeting with Mr. Rollo
could not be very pleasant, still Hazel did hold up her head, and
hope, and wait, with a woman's ready faith, and a courage that died
out in the twilight and revived in the dawn, and kept her in a fever
of suspense and expectation. It wearied her so unspeakably, in the
long hours of practical daylight and unmanageable night, that
sometimes she could hardly bear it. The world seemed to turn
round till she could not catch her thoughts; and nerves overstrung
and on the watch, made her start and grow pale with the
commonest little sounds of every day and every night.
She had never had many people to love; she had never (before)
loved anybody very much; and the truth and dignity which had
kept her from all forms of love-trifling, so kept the hidden
treasures of her heart all sparkling with their own freshness. They
had never been passed about from hand to hand; no weather-stains,
no worn-out impressions were there. What the amount might be,
Wych Hazel had never guessed until in these dark days she began
to tell it over; making herself feel so poor! For, after all, what is
the use of a treasure which nobody wants?
Not the least among her troubles was the painful hiding them all.
She must laugh and talk and entertain Mr. Falkirk; she must guard
her face when the mail-bag came in, and steady the little hand
stretched out for her letters; must meet and turn off all Mrs.
Bywank's looks and words; must dress and go out, and dress and
receive people at home. Ah, how hard it was!and no one to
whom she could speak, no lap where she could lay down her head,
and pour out her sorrows.
Slowly, as the days went by, and hope grew fainter, and the dawn
turned cold, there grew up in Wych Hazel's mind an intense
longing to lay hold of something that was still; something that
would stand; something beyond the wind and above the waves;
and slowly, gradually, the words she had read to Gyda came back,
and made themselves a power in her mind:
"I will be with him in trouble."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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