Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
Primrose laughed a little privately at the statement which she did
not combat. She was thinking that Duke did not look at all
depressed, and querying whether it was because he knew more
than she did, or because he did not care. The old buggy stopped
before the door of the long, low, stone house, and the conversation
went no further.
Meanwhile, far away in the city, the young lady in question had
discovered what nobody knew, and at last had unveiled her own
secret. Not doubtingly, as she had glanced at it before, but beyond
question, as an accepted fact. She hid it well from other people;
she was at no pains to hide it from herself. Pains would have been
of no use. If, in the somewhat secluded quiet of the first part of the
winter, she had contrived a little to confuse things, it was no longer
possible the moment she was out in the world again. Well she
knew that she would rather live over three minutes in the red room
when she had unconsciously pleased Mr. Rollo's taste, than to
dance the gayest dance with such men as Stuart Nightingale, or do
miles of promenading with the peers of Mr. May. For to Wych
Hazel, to care for anybody so, was to care not two straws for
anybody else. The existence, almost, of other men sank out of
sight. She heard their compliments, she laughed at their talk, but
through it all neither eye nor ear would have missed the faintest
token of Mr. Rollo's presence; and since he was not there, she
amused herself with mental comparisons not very flattering to the
people at hand. She could not escape their admiration, but it was
rather a bore. She care to have them stand round her, and join her
in the street, and ask her to drive? She enjoy their devotion? 'In
idea' she belonged to somebody else, some time ago; now, the idea
was her own; and she cared no more for the rest of the world than
if they had been so many lay figures. It was not too easy,
sometimes, to hide this; not easy always to look long enough at the
hearts laid at her feet, to give them the sympathetic courtesy which
was their due. She never had tried her hand at flirting; but it was
left for this season to stamp Miss Kennedy as 'the most
unapproachable woman in town.' Which, however, unfortunately,
made her more popular than ever. She was so lovely in her shy
reserve; the hardwon favours were so delightful; the smiles so
witching when they came; and nobody ever suspected that what
she did with all her triumphs was to mentally bestow them on
somebody else. They belonged to him, now, not to her, and for her
had no other value.
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