Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
'What is it, Mr. Rollo?' she said with one of her sweet intonations,
which was certainly 'comfort' so far as it went. 'What am I to do? I
mean'she added timidly, 'what have I done?'for it was greatly
Hazel's habit to somehow charge things back upon herself. But
Rollo mended the fire with scrupulous exactness, put it in perfect
order, set up his tongs; and then stood by the mantel-piece, leaning
his elbows there and looking down at his work. Hazel watched
him, at first with shy swift glances, then, as he did not look up, her
look became more steady. What was he thinking of? It must be
something she had done,something which he had just heard of,
perhaps,some wild piece of mischief or thoughtlessness
executed last summer or in the spring. Was he wondering whether
he could ever bring her into order, and make her 'stand?'was he
meditating the form of some new promise for her to take? winding
in the ends of free action into a new knot which she was to draw
tight? But (so circumstances do alter cases) it did not terrify her
much, if he was; what _did_ try her, was to see him stand there
wearing such a face, and to feel that in some way she was the
cause of it. So she stood looking at him, not quite knowing all
there was in her own face the while; and began to feel tired, and
moved a soft step back again, and rested her hand on the great
chair.
'Mr. Rollo'she ventured,'you never used to mind telling me of
anywaysof mine, which you did not like; orthingsI had
done. And I suppose I can bear it just as well now. Though that is
not saying much, I am afraid.'
At her first word he had looked up, and when she had finished,
came and put her into the big chair and sat down beside it. She
dared not look at him now; his eyes were snapping with fun.
'What is all this?' he said. '_What_ do you want me to tell you,
Wych?'
'I thought Nothing,' she said rather hastily retreating within
herself again. 'But I did not quite understand you, Mr. Rollo.'
'What do you consider the proper thing to do, when you do not
understand me?'
A little inarticulate sound seemed to say that the course might vary
in different cases. 'Generally,' said Hazel, 'I wait and puzzle it out
by myself.'
'I would _always_ like to help you.'
She laughed a little, shyly, as if _asking_ help were quite another
matter, especially about unknown things. But pondering this one a
minuteit looked so harmless,out it came, in Hazel's usual
abrupt fashion.
'What you said about "comfort" Mr. Rollo,I did not suppose you
had ever wanted comfort in your life.'
'Didn't you?' He did not want much just now!
'Well, what did you mean?'
'You suppose that I have been in a contented state of mind all
summer, for instance?'
'The point in hand is, why you are less contented to-day,' said
Hazel preserving her gravity.
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