Children's stories; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
On her part, Wych Hazel had stood waiting, expecting him to
speak, scanning his face with eager scrutiny. Then, with a grave
shadow of disappointment upon her own, looked down again,
nerving herself for the words of anger which must follow such a
look. But when he turned, she raised her head quickly and looked
after him, following with her eyes as long as eyes could follow,
listening as long as ears could hearthen drew her veil over her
face and went down and entered the carriage. Answering,
somehow, Mr. Falkirk's words; and, somehow, taking her part in
Mrs. Powder's festivities.
O the interminable length of those bridges from life-point to life-
point, over which we must sometimes pass at a foot-pace! Is
anything more intolerable than the monotonous tramp, tramp, of
the meaningless steps? Is anything more sickening than the easy
sway of the bridge, which seems to make the whole world reel,
while in truth it is only ourselves? If Wych Hazel had been asked
afterwards who was at Mrs. Powder's, and what was said, and
when she came home, she could not have told a word. She came
home with a scarlet spot on either cheek, burning brighter and
brighter. They were very beautiful, people said.
But to-morrow he would come, when his anger was cooled down.
What if he did?for pain this time had used a trident. He had
doubted her. Then he _could_ doubt her! _Then_, he never could trust.
And what was anything after that? Not her discretion merely, as
before; not her obedience; but her word! Well, he would come, and
she would tell himthat would be one little shred of comfort, at
least. But he had looked at her _so!_ and thenhe had turned his
eyes away. And no matter what she told him, or what he might
believe then, that look had gone down to the depths of her heart.
He had doubted her!
Well, the night wore away, somehow, between bitter waking pain
and snatches of exhausted sleep; and then the morningas
mornings sometimes willseemed to speak comfort. He would
come, and she would tell him.
But he did not come. And one day followed another, and still there
came not even a message; and Wych Hazel waited. No one
guessed how little she eat in those days, no one guessed how little
she slept; the one thing she knew of herself was, that no earthly
temptation could have made her leave the house for five minutes.
She rose up earlyfor he might come then; and she sat up till
impossible hours, lest they might be the only ones left free by
business. But under all this watching, the keen, three-pointed pain
never relaxed its pressure. What was the use of anything, after
that? and yet she longed for his coming with an intensity that could
not be measured.
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