Bildungsromans; Country life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
The unnatural halo round Edward got more pronounced, his own demeanour
more responsible and dignified, with the arrival of his new clothes.
When his trunk and play-box were sent in, the approaching cleavage
between our brother, who now belonged to the future, and ourselves,
still claimed by the past, was accentuated indeed. His name was
painted on each of them, in large letters, and after their arrival
their owner used to disappear mysteriously, and be found eventually
wandering round his luggage, murmuring to himself, ‘Edward ——,’ in a
rapt remote sort of way. It was a weakness, of course, and pointed to a
soft spot in his character; but those who can remember the sensation of
first seeing their names in print will not think hardly of him.
As the short days sped by and the grim event cast its shadow longer and
longer across our threshold, an unnatural politeness, a civility scarce
canny, began to pervade the air. In those latter hours Edward himself
was frequently heard to say ‘Please,’ and also ‘Would you mind fetchin’
that ball?’ while Harold and I would sometimes actually find ourselves
trying to anticipate his wishes. As for the girls, they simply
grovelled. The Olympians, too, in their uncouth way, by gift of carnal
delicacies and such-like indulgence, seemed anxious to demonstrate that
they had hitherto misjudged this one of us. Altogether the situation
grew strained and false, and I think a general relief was felt when
the end came.
We all trooped down to the station, of course; it is only in later
years that the farce of ‘seeing people off’ is seen in its true
colours. Edward was the life and soul of the party; and if his gaiety
struck one at times as being a trifle overdone, it was not a moment to
be critical. As we tramped along, I promised him I would ask Farmer
Larkin not to kill any more pigs till he came back for the holidays,
and he said he would send me a proper catapult,—the real lethal
article, not a kid’s plaything. Then suddenly, when we were about
half-way down, one of the girls fell a-snivelling.
The happy few who dare to laugh at the woes of sea-sickness will
perhaps remember how, on occasion, the sudden collapse of a
fellow-voyager before their very eyes has caused them hastily to revise
their self-confidence and resolve to walk more humbly for the future.
Even so it was with Edward, who turned his head aside, feigning an
interest in the landscape. It was but for a moment; then he recollected
the hat he was wearing—a hard bowler, the first of that sort he had
ever owned. He took it off, examined it, and felt it over. Something
about it seemed to give him strength, and he was a man once more.
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