Bildungsromans; Country life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
At the station, Edward’s first care was to dispose his boxes on the
platform so that every one might see the labels and the lettering
thereon. One did not go to school for the first time every day! Then
he read both sides of his ticket carefully; shifted it to every one
of his pockets in turn; and finally fell to chinking of his money, to
keep his courage up. We were all dry of conversation by this time, and
could only stand round and stare in silence at the victim decked for
the altar. And, as I looked at Edward, in new clothes of a manly cut,
with a hard hat upon his head, a railway ticket in one pocket and money
of his own in the other—money to spend as he liked and no questions
asked!—I began to feel dimly how great was the gulf already yawning
betwixt us. Fortunately I was not old enough to realise, further, that
here on this little platform the old order lay at its last gasp, and
that Edward might come back to us, but it would not be the Edward of
yore, nor could things ever be the same again.
When the train steamed up at last, we all boarded it impetuously
with the view of selecting the one peerless carriage to which Edward
might be intrusted with the greatest comfort and honour; and as each
one found the ideal compartment at the same moment, and vociferously
maintained its merits, he stood some chance for a time of being left
behind. A porter settled the matter by heaving him through the nearest
door; and as the train moved off, Edward’s head was thrust out of the
window, wearing on it an unmistakable first-quality grin that he had
been saving up somewhere for the supreme moment. Very small and white
his face looked, on the long side of the retreating train. But the
grin was visible, undeniable, stoutly maintained; till a curve swept
him from our sight, and he was borne away in the dying rumble, out of
our placid backwater, out into the busy world of rubs and knocks and
competition, out into the New Life.
[Illustration: “....SELINA AND CHARLOTTE WERE BUSY STUFFING EDWARD’S
RABBITS WITH UNWONTED FORAGE, BILIOUS AND GREEN”]
When a crab has lost a leg, his gait is still more awkward than
his wont, till Time and healing Nature make him _totus teres atque
rotundus_ once more. We straggled back from the station disjointedly;
Harold, who was very silent, sticking close to me, his last slender
prop, while the girls in front, their heads together, were already
reckoning up the weeks to the holidays. Home at last, Harold suggested
one or two occupations of a spicy and contraband flavour, but though
we did our manful best there was no knocking any interest out of them.
Then I suggested others, with the same want of success. Finally we
found ourselves sitting silent on an upturned wheelbarrow, our chins on
our fists, staring haggardly into the raw new conditions of our changed
life, the ruins of a past behind our backs.
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