He rambled on, talking rapidly, wildly, of all the improvements and
alterations he intended making, with an assumption of a business-like air
amidst all this lunacy, which made his distracted state so much the more
painful to contemplate. He talked of builders, specifications, estimates,
and quantities--was full of self-importance--described picture galleries,
music rooms, high-art decorations which would have cost a hundred
thousand pounds, and all with absolute belief in his own power to realise
these splendid visions. Yet every now and then in the very rush of his
projects there came a sudden cloud of fear--his jaw fell--he looked
apprehensively behind him--became darkly brooding--muttered something
about that hideous charge hanging over him--a conspiracy hatched by
men who should have been his friends--the probability of a great trial
in Westminster Hall; and then he ran on again about builders and
architects--Whistler, Burne Jones--and the marvellous mansion he was
going to erect on the site of this present Wimperfield.
He rambled on with this horrible garrulity for a time that seemed almost
an eternity to his agonised wife, and only ceased at last from positive
exhaustion. But when Ida talked to him with gentle firmness, reminding
him that Vernon was still the owner of Wimperfield, and that she was
never likely to be its mistress, he changed his tone, and appeared to be
in some measure recalled to his right senses.
'What, have I been talking rot again?' he muttered, with a sheepish look.
'Yes, of course, the boy is still owner of the place. The alterations
must stand over. Get me some brandy and soda, Ida, my mouth is parched.'
Ida rose as if to obey him, and rang the bell; but when the servant came
she ordered soda-water only.
'Brandy and soda,' Brian said; 'do you hear? Bring a bottle of brandy. I
can't get through the night without a little now and then.'
Ida gave the man a look which he understood. He left the room in silence.
'Brian,' she said, when he was gone, 'you must not have any more brandy.
It is brandy which has done you harm, which has filled your brain with
these horrible delusions. Mr. Fosbroke told me so. You affect to despise
him; but he is a sensible man who has had large experience.'
'Large experience! in an agricultural village--physicking a handful of
rustics!' cried Brian, scornfully.
'I know that he is clever, and I believe him,' answered Ida; 'my own
common sense tells me that he is right. I see you the wreck and ruin of
what you have been; and I know there is only one reason for this dreadful
change.
'It is your fault,' he said sullenly. 'I should be a different man if you
had cared for me. I had nothing worth living for.'
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