Bessie chatted gaily in her desire to distract Ida's mind, and the boy's
vivacity never flagged; but Ida sat silent, feeling the blessedness of
this brief respite from the horror of home, but quite unable to talk of
indifferent subjects. She was haunted by the image of her husband as she
had seen him that morning--his ashen countenance, the perpetual movement
of his eyes, those nervous attenuated hands, almost transparent in their
bloodlessness, for ever pushing aside the formless horrors that crowded
round him--pictures painted on the empty air, pictures for ever changing,
yet hideously real to that disorganised brain, pictures that spoke and
gibbered at him, shadows with which he carried on conversations.
With this awful image fresh in her mind, Ida could not even pretend to be
cheerful, or interested in common things.
'Don't be unhappy about me, dear,' she said once when Bessie squeezed her
hand, and looked at her with tender anxiety; 'I must bear my burden.
Nobody can help me.'
'Except God,' whispered the Vicar's faithful wife. 'He lightens all
burdens, in His good time.'
On the homeward road they wound near the base of Blackman's Hanger, and
at this point Vernon got up and ordered the coachman to drive as near as
he could to the old gamekeeper's cottage.
'We can walk the rest of the way,' said the boy.
'Walk!' shrieked Lady Palliser. 'Oh, Vernie, what are you dreaming about?
Mr. Fosbroke never said you might walk.'
'Very likely not,' retorted the boy; 'but you don't suppose I'm going to
ask old Fosbroke's leave before I use my legs. Look here, mother dear,
I'm as well as ever I was, and I'm not going to be mollicoddled any
more.'
'But Vernie--'
'I am not going to be mollicoddled any more, and I'm going to see old
Jack.'
'Nonsense, Vernie.'
'He came to see me, and I'm going to see him,' said Vernon, resolutely.
'Remember what your favourite author, the Countess of Seven Stars, says
about the necessity of returning a call--"and if the person calling
happen to be your inferior in social status, the obligation to return the
visit within a reasonable time will be so much the stronger." There,
mother; there are the very words of your "Crême de la Crême" for you.'
'But, Vernon, the countess would never have imagined such a person as a
Cheap Jack calling upon anyone for whom her book was intended.'
'The book was intended for a parcel of stuck-up cads,' said Vernon. 'Get
on, Jackson.'
This to the coachman, who was driving slowly, perfectly conscious of the
squabble going on behind him, and anticipating the reversal of Sir
Vernon's order. But Lady Palliser said nothing, so Jackson quickened his
pace a little, and drove along the rough winding road which skirted the
base of the hill.
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