The tea came, and Bessie persuaded her friend to take some, prattling on
all the time in the hope of diverting Ida from the silent contemplation
of her trouble. But the horror of the case had taken too stern a hold
upon Ida's brain. It was the dominant idea; as with the somnambulist
whose perceptions are dead to every other subject save the one absorbing
thought, and all subsidiary ideas linked with it by the subtle chain of
association. Ida smiled a wan smile, and pretended to be interested in
Bessie's parochial anecdotes--the idiosyncrasies of the new curate, the
fatuity of every young woman in the parish in running after him.
'He is such a perfect stick; but then certainly there is no other single
man in the parish under forty. He is like Robinson Crusoe. It is an
awfully deceptive position for a young man to occupy. I know he is
beginning to think himself quite handsome, while as for pimples--well,
his face is like a Wiltshire meadow before it has been bush-harrowed.'
Ida did not go down to dinner that evening. She felt utterly unequal to
the effort of pretended cheerfulness, and she did not want to inflict a
countenance of stony gloom upon Mr. and Mrs. Jardine, or on Vernie, who
was going to dine late for the first time since his illness. So she sat
by the open window overlooking the woods, gray in the universal twilight
grayness, and she read Victor Cousin's 'History of Philosophy,' which was
a great deal more comforting than fiction or poetry would have been, as
it carried her into regions of abstract thought where human troubles
entered not.
For the next three days things went on quietly enough. Brian never left
his own apartments, now an ample range, since Ida's bedroom had been
thrown into the suite, so as to give him space and verge enough for his
roaming when the restless fit was on him: and, alas! how seldom did he
cease from his restlessness. He now saw scarcely anyone but his nurses
and Mr. Fosbroke, who called three times a day, and was altogether
devoted in his watchfulness of the case.
Ida had not ceased from visiting the invalid until it became too obvious
that her presence was irritating to him. He recalled the most painful
scenes of their past experience, raved about his marriage, and accused
his wife of cruelty and greed of wealth, wept, stormed, blasphemed, until
Ida rushed shuddering from the room. To the nurses this wild talk was
only part and parcel of the patient's hallucinations; to Ida it was too
real.
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