Mr. Jardine and his wife stayed till the end of the week, but on Saturday
the Vicar was compelled to go back to his parishioners; and although
Bessie wanted to remain at Wimperfield, separating herself from her
husband for the first time in her wedded life, Ida would not consent to
such a sacrifice. Vernon, who was pronounced thoroughly convalescent, was
to go back to Salisbury Plain with the Jardines, everybody being agreed
that Wimperfield Park was no place for him under existing circumstances.
If Brian's malady were doomed to end fatally, it was well that the boy
should be gone before the dreaded guest crossed the threshold.
Ida saw her friends depart with a sense of despair too deep for words.
She hugged Vernie with the passionate fervour of one who never hoped to
see him more. She felt as if it were she whose hours were numbered, she
for whom the thin thread of life was gradually dwindling to nothingness.
The very atmosphere was charged with the odour of death. The light was
shadowed by the gloom of the grave. Again and again in troubled dreams
she had recalled that dreadful scene in the church with Brian; and she
had seen the worms crawling out through the mouldering timbers of the
church-floor--she had smelt the sickening taint of corruption.
She stood in the portico in the early summer morning, watching Mr.
Jardine's phaeton dwindle to a speck in the distance of the avenue, and
then she went slowly back to the house, feeling as if she were quite
alone in her misery. It was not that Fanny Palliser was wanting in
kindness or sympathy, but she was wanting in comprehension of Ida's
feelings, and the stronger nature could not lean upon the weaker; and
then the mother would be absorbed in her grief at the loss of her boy,
who had become doubly precious since his illness. No, Ida felt that now
John Jardine was gone she must bear her burden alone. Help for her,
strength outside her own courageous nature, there was none.
She longed on this exquisite morning to be roaming about the park and
woods, or riding far afield; but she had made up her mind that, so long
as her husband remained in his present critical condition, it was her
duty to stay close at hand, within call, lest at any moment there might
be a return to reason, and she might again have power to soothe and
support him, as she had done many a time in the long down-hill progress
of his malady.
With this idea she spent the greater part of her day in the bedroom which
Bessie had made so bright and so comfortable. Here she was within easy
reach of the nurse in the rooms below, and could be summoned to her
husband without a minute's delay. Here she had her favourite books, and
the view of park and woods in all their summer glory. She could sit out
in her balcony, reading, or looking idly at the wide expanse of hill and
valley, brooding sadly over days that were gone, full of fear for the
immediate present, and not daring to face the dreaded future.
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