The golden heart, and other fairy storiesJacob, Violet
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The golden heart, and other fairy stories
Jacob, Violet
Children's stories; Fairy tales; Fantasy literature
He entered a grove of trees which stood near, and flung his arms round
the stem of a tall ash, pressing his unmasked face against the bark;
dreadful thoughts assailed him on every side. He had only to go back and
drive his sword into that powerless body and the happiness which had
seemed so real a short time ago would still be his. None could see the
deed or tell of it. His mind was as though filled with evil mists, and,
above them, rose the alluring form of his Princess, golden-haired,
white-armed, beckoning. But he thrust her from him. No, such a thing
could not be. Better to die a thousand times than to sink into such
dishonour as that.
And if he relinquished his chance? If he were to give up to that
suffering mortal the thing that he had striven and toiled for during the
two years through which he had dragged his poor aching limbs to this
spot, what then? Whose happiness would he destroy by so doing? Not the
Princess’s, certainly. She had given him up of her free will, had shrunk
from the sight of him and the thought of becoming his wife. The King,
her father, would sorrow indeed, but he would still have his daughter.
The little boy would welcome him back should he return as he had left
him. No, it would be his loss alone.
He thought of that evening in the Palace garden, his last evening of
happiness. He saw it all again, the golden sky, the roses, the
far-stretching landscape, and he felt again the soft hand of his love
clinging to his arm as they talked together. He groaned, and, as he
thought of these things, some words came back to his memory, words he
had remembered on that last happy evening, words which had once been
spoken by the Princess when she threw him the Golden Heart. “_If you
take it, it will bring you pain and sorrow, perhaps more than you can
bear. Can you really accept it? Are you willing to take the trouble that
must come?_” He had not realised them then. Once more they had returned
to his mind when she asked him to release her, and he had then imagined
that he understood them. He understood them now.
And his rival? Perhaps he adored that wife as he himself had adored, and
did adore, his lost love. And the wife, to whom his own success would
mean a life-long grief? He tried to put himself in the unhappy man’s
place. He tried to suppose that the Princess was waiting for him, that
she was sitting watching as this woman watched. What should he feel if
another and a stronger hand were to grasp the prize upon which all their
hopes of meeting depended? And the little children?
A great lump rose in his throat and a hand seemed to clutch at his
heartstrings; he looked up at the early mist rolling away from stream
and plain, and a load of black temptation lifted heavily from his
bursting heart. The stranger stood waiting a little way off; he
approached him and laid a hand on his shoulder.
“Go!” he said, pointing to the plant. “It is yours. Take it. I give up
my claim freely.”
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