He made his attempt to speak softly when he met Marie about the
house just before supper. He put his hand upon her shoulder, and
smiled, and murmured some word of love. He was by no means crafty
in what he did. Craft indeed was not the strong point of his
character. She took his rough hand and kissed it, and looked up
lovingly, beseechingly into his face. She knew that he was asking
her to consent to the sacrifice, and he knew that she was imploring
him to spare her. This was not what Madame Voss had meant by
speaking softly. Could she have been allowed to dilate upon her own
convictions, or had she been able adequately to express her own
ideas, she would have begged that there might be no sentiment, no
romance, no kissing of hands, no looking into each other's faces,--no
half-murmured tones of love. Madame Voss believed strongly that
the every-day work of the world was done better without any of these
glancings and glimmerings of moonshine. But then her husband was,
by nature, of a fervid temperament, given to the influence of
unexpressed poetic emotions;--and thus subject, in spite of the
strength of his will, to much weakness of purpose. Madame Voss
perhaps condemned her husband in this matter the more because his
romantic disposition never showed itself in his intercourse with
her. He would kiss Marie's hand, and press Marie's wrist, and hold
dialogues by the eye with Marie. But with his wife his speech
was,--not exactly yea, yea, and nay, nay,--but yes, yes, and no, no.
It was not unnatural therefore that she should specially dislike this
weakness of his which came from his emotional temperament. 'I would
just let things go, as though there were nothing special at all,'
she said again to him, before supper, in a whisper.
'And so I do. What would you have me say?'
'Don't mind petting her, but just be as you would be any other day.'
'I am as I would be any other day,' he replied. However, he knew
that his wife was right, and was in a certain way aware that if he
could only change himself and be another sort of man, he might
manage the matter better. He could be fiercely angry, or
caressingly affectionate. But he was unable to adopt that safe and
golden mean, which his wife recommended. He could not keep himself
from interchanging a piteous glance or two with Marie at supper, and
put a great deal too much unction into his caress to please Madame
Voss, when Marie came to kiss him before she went to bed.
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