In the mean time Marie was quite aware that it was incumbent on her
to determine what she would do. It may be as well to declare at
once that she had determined--had determined fully, before her uncle
and George had started for their walk up to the wood-cutting. When
she was giving them their breakfast that morning her mind was fully
made up. She had had the night to lie awake upon it, to think it over,
and to realise all that George had told her. It had come to her as
quite a new thing that the man whom she worshipped, worshipped her too.
While she believed that nobody else loved her;--when she could tell
herself that her fate was nothing to anybody;--as long as it had seemed
to her that the world for her must be cold, and hard, and material;--so
long could she reconcile to herself, after some painful, dubious
fashion, the idea of being the wife either of Adrian Urmand, or
of any other man. Some kind of servitude was needful, and if her
uncle was decided that she must be banished from his house, the
kind of servitude which was proposed to her at Basle would do as
well as another. But when she had learned the truth,--a truth so
unexpected,--then such servitude became impossible to her. On that
morning, when she came down to give the men their breakfast, she had
quite determined that let the consequences be what they might she would
never become the wife of Adrian Urmand. Madame Voss had told her
husband that when Marie saw the things purchased for her wedding coming
into the house, the very feeling that the goods had been bought would
bind her to her engagement. Marie had thought of that also, and was
aware that she must lose no time in making her purpose known, so that
articles which would be unnecessary might not be purchased. On that
very morning, while the men had been up in the mountain, she had sat
with her aunt hemming sheets;--intended as an addition to the already
overflowing stock possessed by M. Urmand. It was with difficulty
that she had brought herself to do that,--telling herself, however,
that as the linen was there, it must be hemmed; when there had come
a question of marking the sheets, she had evaded the task,--not
without raising suspicion in the bosom of Madame Voss.
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