But it was, as she knew, absolutely necessary that her uncle should
be informed of her purpose. When he had come to her after the walk,
and demanded of her whether she still intended to marry Adrian
Urmand, she had answered him falsely. 'I suppose so,' she had said.
The question--such a question as it was--had been put to her too
abruptly to admit of a true answer on the spur of the moment. But
the falsehood almost stuck in her throat and was a misery to her
till she could set it right by a clear declaration of the truth.
She had yet to determine what she would do;--how she would tell this
truth; in what way she would insure to herself the power of carrying
out her purpose. Her mind, the reader must remember, was somewhat
dark in the matter. She was betrothed to the man, and she had
always heard that a betrothal was half a marriage. And yet she knew
of instances in which marriages had been broken off after betrothal
quite as ceremonious as her own--had been broken off without scandal
or special censure from the Church. Her aunt, indeed, and M. le
Cure had, ever since the plighting of her troth to M. Urmand, spoken
of the matter in her presence, as though the wedding were a thing
already nearly done;--not suggesting by the tenor of their speech
that any one could wish in any case to make a change, but pointing
out incidentally that any change was now out of the question. But
Marie had been sharp enough to understand perfectly the gist of her
aunt's manoeuvres and of the priest's incidental information. The
thing could be done, she know; and she feared no one in the doing of
it,--except her uncle. But she did fear that if she simply told him
that it must be done, he would have such a power over her that she
would not succeed. In what way could she do it first, and then tell
him afterwards?
At last she determined that she would write a letter to M. Urmand,
and show a copy of the letter to her uncle when the post should have
taken it so far out of Granpere on its way to Basle, as to make it
impossible that her uncle should recall it. Much of the day after
George's departure, and much of the night, was spent in the
preparation of this letter. Marie Bromar was not so well practised
in the writing of letters as will be the majority of the young
ladies who may, perhaps, read her history. It was a difficult thing
for her to begin the letter, and a difficult thing for her to bring
it to its end. But the letter was written and sent. The post left
Granpere at about eight in the morning, taking all letters by way of
Remiremont; and on the day following George's departure, the post
took Marie Bromar's letter to M. Urmand.
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