The Golden WebOppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
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The Golden Web
Oppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
Detective and mystery stories
His thoughts suddenly turned to the girl by his side. He looked at her
pityingly,--looked at her, too, with curiosity. She had accepted his
coming almost as a matter of course. All the time, though he had known
well that she was suffering, she had been wordless, as though her grief
were something so great that no outward sign of it could be anything
else but pitifully inadequate. In her quiet, graceful walk, the very
reserve, the negativeness, so to speak, of her coloring, her speech, her
looks, she still represented to him an insoluble enigma. Was it
possible, now that her brother had gone, that she would speak? In any
case, the silence between them could not continue much longer, for
already they were down on the marshes, and, as though by common consent,
had turned seaward, towards where the lonely gray tower stood out on its
little sandy eminence.
"Tell me, Miss Rowan," he said, "what are your plans now?"
"My plans?" she repeated, without turning her head.
"Yes!" he went on. "I know that your brother's death is a blow to you,
but remember that it was inevitable. It was a thing which was bound to
come, and in many ways it was kinder and better that it should happen
like this. You could not have chosen for him a more peaceful ending, a
more peaceful resting-place. For anyone with even the faintest beliefs
in the future life could anything be more beautiful than to rest there,
with the eternal lullaby of the sea in his ears, free from encroachment,
save the encroachment of nature herself?"
She turned to look at him, and the calm scrutiny of her level gray eyes
somehow disturbed him. "It is easy for you to talk like that," she said.
"You are still young and strong, and if the pendulum of fate swings
against you one day, it pays you back the next. You are selfish because
you cannot help it. You cannot even realize the hideousness of death!
You cannot realize it because it comes to other people, and not to you!"
"You are a little unfair, Miss Rowan," Deane answered. "You must
remember that your brother was a doomed man."
"Yes, but why?" she cried. "He was younger than you. There were no worse
things in his life. Always he was battling with failure and
disappointment. And this is the end,--to sit opposite a doctor, and be
told you may live a month, three months, a measure of time. Oh! it's
easy to think about it for other people! Think of yourself going about
with the knowledge in your heart that as the days passed one by one they
brought you nearer to the end, that every morning when your eyes opened,
instead of the joy of life would come once more that terrible fear."
"Your brother was not a coward, Miss Rowan," Deane said.
"A coward! You mean that he did not show his sufferings!" she exclaimed.
"That does not mean that he did not suffer. Oh! I have heard him in the
night when he thought that he was alone, I have heard his agony. And
that is the end!"
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