The Golden WebOppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
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The Golden Web
Oppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
Detective and mystery stories
She turned and faced the little stone church on the hill, the rudely
enclosed churchyard, in the far corner of which was still visible the
bare heap of mould.
"He felt it coming, he felt the strength pass from him day by day,--he,
who had never known what it was to live, who had never known the days of
riches or success or power. There he lies,--God knows for what purpose,
to what end!"
Deane walked for a little way in silence. It seemed to him that the
girl's bitterness was scarcely reasonable. Yet he realized that at such
a time reason loses its power.
"His last days, at least, were as comfortable as possible."
"Comfortable!" she exclaimed scornfully. "He lived in hell!"
"You are not blaming me, by any chance?" Deane asked quietly.
She turned upon him, and the mask seemed suddenly raised. There blazed
into her eyes a great fire. There trembled in the notes of her voice a
wonderful passion. Her form seemed to dilate. They were walking now upon
the top of the dyke, and she seemed to have been suddenly transformed
into something vengeful, some grim representation of Fate.
"Blame you!" she cried. "I tell you that I hate all you smug,
successful, phrase-making men, who succeeded where he failed. What are
you that he was not? He was brave, he worked hard, he was honest,
courageous, he was all that a man should be. If you were ever these
things you at least were not more, and to you comes wealth and easy
days, honor, a long, peaceful future. London--the world--is full of you,
grubbing your way through life, thinking what magnificent creatures you
are, opening your pockets to help with your alms those who have fallen,
those who, if there was justice upon the earth, should be in your
places!"
"This is unreasonable," Deane declared coldly.
"Unreasonable! Who said it was anything else?" she cried. "What reason
is there in life, in death, in success or failure? Can you tell me the
laws by which life is ruled, can you find them anywhere, at the base of
any man's success or another's failure? Reasonable, indeed! One man
swims and another drowns. Who can tell why? One man grows rich, another
starves, and as often as not it is the clever man who starves and the
fool who grows rich. There is no reason in those things. There is no
reason in my hate for you and all those who have lived easy lives, and
who go on living them while he--lies there!"
She turned back once more and pointed with outstretched hand towards the
little church. The wind blew her skirts about her,--disturbed for once
the trim, uncompromising arrangement of her hair. The color had come
into her cheeks at last. Deane wondered why he had never before thought
her beautiful!
"I am sorry you are feeling like this," he said. "I did what I could for
your brother."
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