The golden windmill, and other storiesAumonier, Stacy
Philosophy
The golden windmill, and other stories
Aumonier, Stacy
English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“You know what I mean by big things,” he said fiercely. “Millions and
millions, and the lives and works of millions of people! Do you know why
I come down here to this rotten little clearing? Because it sometimes
reminds me of my office off Throgmorton Street. Look! It was just this
size. I had my desk over there. Horswall, my secretary, had his desk
here. Here was the fireplace. The press just here by the window. Here the
shelves with all the files. Can you imagine what it’s like to have been
there all those years, to have worked up what I did—all out of nothing,
mark you!—to have got the whole rubber market in the hollow of my
hand!—and then, oh, God! to be condemned to—this!” and he made a gesture
of fierce contempt towards the Weald of Sussex.
“For nearly two years now,” he continued, “I’ve been living in this hole.”
“Nature has a way,” I said, in my most sententious manner, “of coming
back on us.”
“Naycher! Naycher!” he almost screamed. “Don’t talk to me about
Naycher! What sort of friend is Naycher to me or you? Naycher gives you
inclinations, and then breaks you for following them! Two men fall into
a pond—what does Naycher care that one man was trying to drown his enemy
while the other was trying to save a dog? They both stand their chance
of death. Naycher leads you up blind alleys and into marshes and lets you
rot. Besides, isn’t man Naycher? Isn’t it Naycher for me to work and make
money, as it is for these blighting birds to sing? Aren’t roll-top desks
as much Naycher as—these blasted trees?”
He blinked savagely at the surrounding scene. The smoke from a distant
hamlet drifted sleepily heavenwards, like incense to the gods of the
Downs.
“My father was a turner in Walham Green, and he apprenticed me to
the joinery, but I had my ambitions even in those times.” He nodded
knowingly, and mopped his brow. “At eighteen I was a clerk in a
wholesale house in St. Paul’s Churchyard. For three years I worked there
underground, by artificial light. Then I got made sub-manager of a wharf
at the South end of Lower Thames Street. I was there for five years, and
saved nearly three hundred pounds out of a salary of £120 a year. Then I
met Jettison, and we started that office together, Jettison & Gateshead,
Commission Agents. Work and struggle, work and struggle, year after year.
But it was not till I got on to rubber that I began to make things move.
That was eight years after. Do you remember the boom? I got in with
Gayo, who had lived out in the Malay Straits—knew everything—we got the
whole game at our fingers’ ends. We knew just when to buy and just when
to sell. Do you know, I’ve made as much as four thousand pounds in one
afternoon, just talking on the telephone! And we done it all in that
little room”—he gazed jealously round the little arbor in the hills, and
scowled at me. Then he produced a packet of cigarettes and lighted one
from the stump of the last.
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