The golden windmill, and other storiesAumonier, Stacy
Philosophy
The golden windmill, and other stories
Aumonier, Stacy
English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“In those days, through Gayo’s friends, we followed the whole course of
the raw stuff. Then Gayo went out to Malay, and he used to cable me every
few days, putting me on to the right thing. My God, he was a man! It went
on for two years, when suddenly a cable came to say he was dead—fever,
or something, up-country. That was the end. The slump came soon after. I
worked hard, but I never got control back. Down and down and down they
went, as though Gayo was dragging them through the earth.” His lower lip
trembled as he rolled the emaciated cigarette over.
“Lord, what a fight I had, though I sat in that office there, in my
shirt-sleeves, day and night for months on end, checking tapes, cabling,
lying, faking, bluffing”—he chuckled with a meditative intensity. “I’d
have done it then, if they’d given me time. But they closed in; there
were two Scotch firms, and a man named Klaus. I knew they meant to do
me down. There was a set against me. I wasn’t there in the end. I was
sitting in the office one night....” He passed his hand over his brow and
swept away a wasp that had settled there. He sat silent for some moments,
as though trying to recall things, and twice started to speak without
framing a sentence.
“My brother was very good to me,” he said suddenly, waving his hand
toward the red-brick gable in the trees. “He was very good to me all
through.” Then he added, with a sort of contemptuous shrug, “In the
cabinet-making he was; got a little works at Bow—made about four hundred
a year—married, and five children.”
He sat for some minutes with his head in his hands, and then he sat up
and gazed upon the joyous landscape with unseeing eyes.
I ventured to remark, “Well, I’m sure this place ought to do you good.”
He turned his melancholy eyes upon me, and sighed.
“Yes,” he said, after a pause. “You’re just the sort. I’ve seen so many
of you about. Some of you have butterfly nets.” He kept repeating at
intervals, “Butterfly-nets!” One felt that the last word in contumely had
been uttered. He sank into an apathy of indifference. Then he broke out
again.
“I tell you,” he uttered fiercely, “that I had millions and millions. I
controlled the work and the lives of millions of men, and you come here
and talk to me of Naycher. Look at these damned trees! They go green in
the summer, yellow in the autumn, and bare in the winter. Year after
year, exactly the same thing, and that’s all there is to it. I’m sick of
the sight of them. But look at men! Think of their lives, the change and
variety! What they can do! Their clothes, their furniture, their houses,
their cities! Think of their power! The power of making and marring!”
“You mean the power of buying and selling,” I ventured.
“Yes, that’s just it!” he said, feeling that he was converting me.
“The power of buying and selling! Of making men rich or poor!” He stood
up and waved his thin arms and gazed wildly round him. “Not chasing
butterflies!”
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