Composers -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction
Finally the clock struck six. The other clerks left, making much noise
as they did so. Eleanore waited as usual until they had all gone, for
she did not like to mix with them. Just then Benjamin Dorn came wabbling
in: “The Chief would like to speak to Fräulein Jordan,” he said, and
bent his long neck like a swan. Eleanore was surprised: what on earth
could Herr Diruf want with her? Possibly it had to do with Benno.
Alfons Diruf was sitting at his desk as she entered. He wrote one more
line, and then stared at her. There was something in his expression that
drove the blood from her cheeks. Involuntarily she looked down at
herself and felt her flesh creep.
“You wanted to see me,” she said.
“Yes, I wanted to see you,” he replied, and made a weary attempt to
smile.
There was another pause. In her anxiety Eleanore looked first at one
object in the room and then at another; first at the bathing nymph, then
at the silk curtains, then at the Chinese lampshade.
“Well, sweetheart,” said Herr Diruf, his smile gradually changing into a
sort of convulsion, “we are not bad, are we? By the beard of the
prophet, we are all right, aren’t we? Hunh?”
Eleanore lowered her head. She thought she had misunderstood him: “You
wanted to see me,” she said in a loud voice.
Diruf laid his hand, palm down, on the edge of his desk. His solitaire
threw off actual sparks of brilliancy. “I can crush every one of you,”
he said, as he shoved his hand along the edge of the desk toward
Eleanore. “That boy out there, your brother, is an underhanded sharper.
If I want to I can make him turn a somersault, believe me.” He shoved
his fat hand a little farther along, as if it were some dangerous engine
and his solitaire a signal lamp. “I can make the whole pack of you dance
whenever I want to. Can’t I, sweetheart? _Capito?_ _Comprenez-vous?_”
Eleanore looked into Alfons Diruf’s smeary eyes with unspeakable
amazement.
Diruf got up, walked over to her, and put his arms around her shoulders.
“Well, if the boy is a sweet-toothed tom-cat who can easily be led
astray, you are a purring pussy-cat,” he said with a tone of terrible
tenderness, and held the girl so tight in his arms that she could not
possibly move. “Now be quiet, sweetheart; be calm, my little bosom;
don’t worry, you little devil!”
Horror, hot and cold, came over her, and filled her with unnamable
dismay. Contact with the man had a more gruesome effect on her than
anything she had ever even dreamed of. One jerk as though it were a
matter of life and death, and she was free. White as a sheet, she
nevertheless stood there before him, and smiled. It was a rare smile,
something quite beyond the bounds of what is ordinarily called a smile.
Alfons Diruf was no longer fat and fierce; he was like a pricked bubble;
he was done for. And finding himself alone, he stood there for a while
and gaped at the floor. He looked and felt hopelessly stupid.
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