Composers -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Germany -- Fiction
Eleanore hastened through the streets, and suddenly discovered that she
was in the Long Row. She turned around. Benda, then on the way over to
call on Daniel, caught sight of her, recognised her by the light of the
gas lamp, stopped as she passed by him, and looked after her not a
little concerned.
When she reached home, she sank down on the sofa exhausted. To rid her
mind of the memory of the past hour, she took refuge in her longing,
longing for a southern country. Her longing was so intense, her desire
to go south so fervent, that her face shone as if in fever. But the
glass case had at last been broken.
The bell rang shortly before eight; she said to Gertrude: “If it is
Daniel, send him away. I cannot see any one this evening.”
“Are you ill?” asked Gertrude with characteristic sternness.
“I don’t know; I simply do not want to see anybody,” said Eleanore, and
smiled again as she had smiled in Diruf’s office.
It was Daniel, to be sure. Benda had told him that he had seen Eleanore
out in front of the house; and when he learned that she had not been to
call on Daniel, his anxiety increased. “There is something wrong here,”
he said, “you had better go see her.” After they had talked the
situation over for a while Benda accompanied Daniel as far as Ægydius
Place, in order to make sure that he inquired after Eleanore.
Gertrude opened the iron door. “Eleanore does not want you to come in,”
she said, with a trace of joy in her eyes.
“Why not? What has happened?”
“She does not wish to see you,” said the monosyllabic Gertrude, and
gazed into the light of the hall lamp.
“Is she ill?”
“No!”
“Then she has got to tell me herself that she does not wish to see me.”
“Go!” commanded Gertrude and tossed her head back.
Her gloomy eyes hung on his, and the two stood there for a moment
opposite each other, like two racers who have come in at the same goal
at the same time but from opposite directions. Daniel then turned
around, and went down the steps in silence. Gertrude remained standing
for a time, her head sinking deeper and deeper all the while on her
breast. Suddenly she covered her face with her hands; a cold shudder ran
through her body.
XVI
Before going to bed, Eleanore wrote a letter to Herr Zittel informing
him that she was leaving the Prudentia at once.
Lying in bed, she could not sleep. She saw herself on the ice cutting
bold and novel figures. The spectators, grouped about her in a wide
circle, admired her skill. She saw the sea with fishing smacks and
coloured sails. She saw gardens full of roses.
Her father and Benno had come home long ago. She heard the bell up in
the nearby church tower strike twelve—and then one—and then two.
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