"Alas! alas! why did she come?--why did she come? (No, I can't say
that! It sounds too much like 'Why did he die! Why did he die?' But
the alas is good! That sounds real creepy and weird.) Now then--Alas!
alas! This is the worst thing that ever happened to me in all my life!
My dear, old home! To think that anybody who isn't wanted should come
and push herself like this into my dear, old home! O father! father!
come home from Bombay, and save me from this awful woman. Turn her out
of the house! Make her go back where she came from! Her hated form
haunts me in my sleep, and I dream all night of her as I see her in the
daytime--tall--and thin--and lanky--with her hair all dragged into that
ugly little knob behind at the back of her head! O father! father! her
eyes are like needles! They prick me when she looks. Save me!--save
me! My heart will break if some one doesn't come and rescue me from
this terrible person. Take her away--take her away! Ah--I see her! I
see her! Get away--get away! You awful creature! Don't you know you
are causing an innocent girl to perish in her youth? Alas, she won't
go! Then listen, reckless woman! and remember this warning--'the way
of intruders is hard!'
"There! that ends it off with a sort of threatening dreadfulness that
ought to scare her stiff. After I've said that in a whisper to freeze
her blood, I'll turn silently from her bedside and glide noiselessly
from the room, wringing my hair and tearing my hands; no, I mean just
the other way, and if that doesn't fix her, why--I'll have to go over
it all again, of course, so I won't forget. Perhaps it would be a good
idea to write it down and learn it off by heart."
The idea in fact recommended itself so thoroughly to her that she
followed her own suggestion without further delay and wrote off the
entire harangue at once, making it, if possible, even more eloquent and
harrowing than it had been in the original. It seemed a very long,
wearisome task, to commit it all to memory, but she did not grudge the
trouble. She had never attempted anything that looked like study with
so much willingness. The afternoon slipped away like a dream, and as
soon as dinner was over she set to work again, and by bed-time had the
thing pretty well under control. Whenever she halted or stumbled she
went over it all again with the most patient perseverance.
"I suppose if I had stuck to things at school like this I'd have been
at the head of the class," she said to herself with a whimsical sense
of her own perversity.
Delia was completely nonplused. She could not imagine what "that child
was up to." There were no evidences anywhere of the means she was
going to employ in the governess' initiation. Her room was in perfect
order, and in Nan's own chamber nothing was unusually amiss. She got
no satisfaction from the girl herself, who kept her lips tightly
closed, except when she was mumbling over her harangue. It was
terribly perplexing--and ominous.
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