Bohemianism -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
There was the introduction to the stage itself and her future associates.
Thurley thanked heaven for blasé indifference at that time. She
conducted herself at rehearsals with the poise of a diplomat and when she
sang the impassioned love scene in the singing lesson of “The Barber of
Seville” she almost laughed at the famous tenor who irritably accepted
this rôle with a “so-great-nobody,” as he mockingly informed Thurley,
rushing off to meet his last affinity and be properly comforted.
She began to see the truth of Lissa’s prophecy regarding the life of
opera singers. Yet this anesthesia of indifference spared her harsh
emotions or critical judgments. She was merely keeping her pledge, she
told herself night after night when she was finally alone with her
thoughts.
All of which won her the title of conceited and spoiled and certain to
fail. Bliss Hobart saw her ruse and kept his own counsel; Miss Clergy
thought it her eternal triumph over personal affection and whispered to
Thurley of her satisfaction. And when the great night of nights came
and Thurley, as unconcernedly as if she were at the old meeting house
on a Sunday morning, stood and accepted curtain calls and baskets of
flowers, trying not to remember the tenor’s repeated comment, “You
so-great-nobody, you been drinking witches’ broth,”—Thurley knew she had
succeeded. Her début was ended. Hereafter she was free to command her own
life—life was really beginning for her anew, since it had temporarily
stopped the day she left the Corners and these strange people had lived
it for her in a vicarious fashion. Now that she had won fame—with the
loss of love—she had won freedom and she was Thurley Precore, prima donna!
After the last act, when Thurley’s dressing-room was a buzz of animated
conversation and the scent of the flowers almost sickish, when her new
maid fluttered nervously about and Bliss Hobart came in to say, “I knew
you would—so there’s nothing to exclaim about, is there?”—and all the
sisters of the press clamored for “a word,” with others crowding about
and looking properly animated and delighted, Miss Clergy whispered,
“My darling, how proud I am,” and Thurley recoiled, she knew not why.
“A finer bridegroom than Dan Birge,” the ghost-lady was murmuring, “fame!
He is the finest bridegroom of all—fame, Thurley—and I’m so proud of you!”
Naturally there was a “party” which Thurley actually dreaded since she
felt she could not yet assert her independence. She was like a gay young
eaglet chained and longing to soar where she would! Yet she must sit
quietly and be praised and petted, the object of excessive sentiments,
just as family birthday dinners are a signal for numberless indulgences.
Thurley was eager to have done with the unusual, to live as she wished to
live.
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