Bohemianism -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The third event of the family happened in June when Ernestine and Caleb
met each other at the steamer pier. Having faced reality and realized
what she was not capable of doing, Ernestine was flying home in honest
haste to try to do what she felt was her duty.
She looked forward to meeting Caleb as the same sentimental person who
would propose to her before they had passed down the gangway. Ernestine
had discovered that reality, while a stern friend at first, was a sincere
and lasting one. The ooze had vanished from her scheme of things since
she faced the horrors of—not war—but of the jumblers-in such as Lissa and
Mark and the hysterical young things from Birge’s Corners. She had even
come across Hortense Quinby who was occupied by making intellectual love
to a thick-set young private who contemptuously accepted her affection
with the excuse, “An educated dame is better than no one—but when I get
back to my girl in Harlem—” while Hortense told herself that this Jo
Carter had a soul above being an elevator boy; his was a spirit destined
to lead men; and she tried to check his constant assault on the King’s
English and planned on being his “fairy godmother” when he should return
to America! Ernestine had watched with disapproval the onslaught of
débutantes upon the regulars who accepted the adoration with scornful
grins and conceited smirks, allowing these delicately bred and reared
young creatures who had been so bored or misunderstood by their families,
to lavish their attentions on them unchecked. She had seen, by way of
contrast, the capable, heroic men and women who managed with admirable
tact to suppress these feverish young things from doing their worst and
yet not allow them to escape without a whirl at the grindstone. Ernestine
looked upon these young things as one does at straggling boys, stray
dogs and hoboes who invariably follow the wind-up of any dignified and
splendid procession, tagging after and convinced in their own minds they
are attracting as much attention as the mounted police who swish along in
advance.
Having looked honestly at reality and judged it fairly, Ernestine had
honestly judged of both her former and her present self. She felt she
could never return to the unreal, intensive selfishness which she had
fostered and excused under the title of “being different”—that she could
greet Caleb in almost flapper fashion, saying,
“Here I am, ready to marry you! Let’s have a general confession. First,
one Caleb Patmore has never done his best work—but he will. Secondly, one
Ernestine Christian has been a neurotic, selfish soul but she is going to
reform.”
Caleb met her, to be sure. But before he spoke she knew some catastrophe
had happened in his affairs. As he piloted her to her apartment, trying
to ask interested questions, and saying that she looked fagged and he
thanked heaven she was not going for public talks, Ernestine waited for
him to speak of himself.
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