Blessing and cursing -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Romanies -- Fiction
“That’s all your confounded modesty. A man of six feet four can afford
to be modest. All this discontent of mine arises from intense
self-appreciation. The fact is, I have something of the ridiculous
sentimental schoolgirl notion of being ‘loved for myself alone,’ isn’t
that the expression? And it chafes me to think, now that my people are
forever worrying me to get married, that there is nothing about me but
my money and my position to make a girl care for me. Absurd, isn’t
it?--and rather _bourgeois_ to cherish these conventional notions
about marriage. But I have no doubt I shall live them down, and within
the next year or so shall lead to the altar, at St. Paul’s,
Knightsbridge, or St. Margaret’s, Westminster, quite the conventional
young English lady, fair-haired, gray-eyed, pink-skinned, with a waist
squeezed into the smallest possible breathing compass, and a train of
brocade carried by two dressed-up little boys, and from six to ten
bridesmaids, all equally well-born and well-looking, who would all
have been equally ready to marry my name and position if I had asked
them, unless any other man with more to offer had made a higher bid
for their valuable affections.”
He spoke in hard, level tones, but Hilary, who had been Lord Carthew’s
chum at Oxford, and both knew and understood him, realized by the
slight nervous twitching of the speaker’s eyes and eyebrows how much
of truth and of genuine feeling lay under this pretence of cynical
indifference.
Very few people thoroughly understood Claud Viscount Carthew. Great
things had been expected of him during his University career, where he
had distinguished himself by his brilliant acquirements as much as by
his notable eccentricities. In politics he was theoretically a radical
of radicals, but Hilary, one of the very few men of his time with whom
he was really intimate, understood quite well the intensity of the
pride which was masked under an affectation of socialistic doctrines.
The Earl of Northborough, a powerful and prominent Conservative peer,
trusted to time to cure his only son of his levelling tendencies, and
was strongly desirous of seeing him married to some lady in his own
rank of life, who might be trusted to tone down Lord Carthew’s
idiosyncracies.
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